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Sunday Jan 15, 2006

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so a few rants or raves whatever whatever

My friend got fired, yes, and they are trying to evict her too.
Sometimes you got one foot stuck in the hole, and the other one stuck in shit. It will be interesting to see what the outcome of this is. Amazingly she is getting lots of support from Christians and those who like his campaigne. Truly though, politics bore me, (yawn).

Ive had a rude awakening, but i know that the time has come for me to focus. My bf admitted to me that I am by far one of the closest people in his life, I understand him and we tell each other everything. He has this truth and peaceful countenance and it is at times like dealing with an angel or a innocent child. But he told me he isnt bored with me, just life. well ok, he is trying always searching looking for something. i dont know, for anyone who believes in soul mates, he is mine, I know he believes it too, he just thinks its too late for us.

I wish it wouldnt matter to him. Then to make it more bittersweet, this Adonis ray of light that he is, tells me he wishes, (he has told me bfore) but this was different; that had we met when we were younger he would have made me his Queen, given me evrything I dreamed for, marriage, kids, the whole kit and kaboodle. The part about the Queen made me cry bcause i did a past life regression therapy and dowsing and he was a king in a former life and i was his lover then too, but never was his Queen.

Those of you who understand animal totems, his is one of Royalty and lonliness: Elaphant and the Black Panther.
My animal totems are many, but the most important are Spider, deer, black panther, and red-tailed hawk. smile

So i promised myself I would focus on my studies and not the outcome of this relationship. If I have to wait another 500 years to see him again it will still be worth it to me. Aho!

On a lighter note I got my booty call and we watched the movie The Island, wow, was that a good one. Now i am eating organic pistachios and dried cherries, and I am about to listen to some trance music smile

Today is a good day to die!
Namaste!
These lands are where my fathers lie buried.
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