not alot to talk about at the moment folks...cept my bf moved in with me and my daughter...it's nice to have a man around the house like for the first time ever lol...for once i'm not going...what was that noise? lol
my daughter is in love...he brought his xbox with him lmao...one good thing is he's got my ass in gear around here...everything is getting...
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well my daughter's bday is monday...we're throwing her a semi-laua?? hawiian style lol my boyfriend joked about seeing me in a coconut bra lol...ya right...like we'd find coconuts big enough to fit 'the twins' lmao
How is everyone's weekend going? Mine wasn't half bad...got to see my bf...spend some time with my daughter and tmr is her party...now if i could just get a job...
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How is everyone's weekend going? Mine wasn't half bad...got to see my bf...spend some time with my daughter and tmr is her party...now if i could just get a job...
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unknowntrigram:
sorry it took a while to get you into the BCB group
i've had a lot of stuff going on IRL... just have not had the chance to let everyone in
i've had a lot of stuff going on IRL... just have not had the chance to let everyone in
scrap:
Well - maybe after the 12 year old goes to bed . . .
ok...done with the morbid stuff...at least till i feel all dejected again lol i'm trying to take a more objective and appreciative look at life...notice i say trying
well...it's time to wake my daughter up for school...only 3 more days to go..she and i are in therapy, cuz i suck at being a mom to a pre-teen...but i'm trying harder...i really have no patience, anyone...
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peggy:
Good luck with your daughter. I'm worried about what my son will be like when he's a teenager. He's turning 5 next month and already acts like one.
skrewbulb:
15 years huh! That would make him under 21 (sorry!).I guess going out for a couple of drinks with him is out of the question, unless he has a fake I.D.. Wow...but if you're happy, thats all that matters. Besides, It's not the age, it's the heart...no...wait...age may be a problem (drinking, Vegas, Etc.). Comments?
have you ever been in a really sad mood...feeling all hurt and dejected...and been at a stoplight and just thought...how easy it would be do just punch the gas and plow into traffic? what it would be like to see that car coming at you in slow motion in your head...then feeling the BAM!! when it hits then...nothing...dead?
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peggy:
Oh please don't say that. We all love you here and just want you to be happy!!
syracusescumbag:
"I wanna fly down an extreme cliff on my back wheel, chunder into a parked car and lie there happy, with my heart and all my guts laid out like a yard sale."
I often fantasize about my movie-esque like death.
I'd want it to be something over-the-top-dramatic and over a certain boy or girl.
I think it'd be romantic.
But then again, I'm a dreamer... and other people would just say I was a dumbass for doing it.
So basically...
It's not worth it!
<3 always,
steve
I often fantasize about my movie-esque like death.
I'd want it to be something over-the-top-dramatic and over a certain boy or girl.
I think it'd be romantic.
But then again, I'm a dreamer... and other people would just say I was a dumbass for doing it.
So basically...
It's not worth it!
<3 always,
steve
ok...someone pointed out that i hadn't updated in a few days...so alright already...i suppose i haven't cuz nothing much has been going on...well...i did meet an awesome guy and we are now dateing...so that's cool...cool that he takes and active interest in my daughter too...most guys are like...your hot...oh and there's her kid...nice kid *pat on the head* ok mom...lets go...ya right...get lost! so i...
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rockerbayarea:
BBQ, beers and friends, what more can ya ask for on M-day. It's always good to be with someone who is into your kid, or it's already dead before it swam, but you know that
aaronsrod:
Whats memorial day???
But I'll have fun anyway, seeya
BTW hows it going with your new man, its good to see he likes your daughter, hope she likes him and it all works out for you babe.
Bye for now and give your little girl a hug from me
Nuckinya
But I'll have fun anyway, seeya
BTW hows it going with your new man, its good to see he likes your daughter, hope she likes him and it all works out for you babe.
Bye for now and give your little girl a hug from me
Nuckinya
well here's two shots of my tattoo...wish i had a better cam...the pic is kinda dark lol but i like it
and hey shi...i'm glad i put you at ease a little more bout getting one...honestly...i am the Biggest Wuss...capital B, capital W lol...and it didn't hurt at all...at most...just a little annoying near the end, cuz your like...ya ya...just finish! lol
Hope all is...
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peggy:
I know the diet isn't the best. It's only water to drink and one small meal a day. But I realized that i was psychologically addicted to food which was my big problem and I just need to try to cut it out for awhile. Once I lose the "I need to eat that" mentality then I'll slow it down a bit.
scrap:
Still - it LOOKS painful.
well...i did it...finally got my first tattoo. Here i was...being a big wuss about the whole thing for how many years? and i get there...bite my lip and get ready for the pain...they guy starts and i'm like...well fuck...i've had toothaches that hurt more than this! lol I got a dragonfly on the top of my left breast. it's pretty damn cute i think
I'll...
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misterclean:
woo-hoo! I can't wait to see the new tattoo..and anything else you feel like showing off
I likes you
I likes you
shicawgo:
Hey congrats on the new tat! I'm getting my first professional one a week from saturday...now I'm not so scared :o)
mmmmmmm sunday's can be soooo great sometimes
i spent the afternoon swimming and playing around with my daughter and some friends at the pool...then made dinner for everyone afterwards...we all stuffed ourselves silly and sat around shooting the shit and going owwwwww...we ate too much lol funny how somedays we think our life just sux ass...and then other's it seems it can't get much better...
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i spent the afternoon swimming and playing around with my daughter and some friends at the pool...then made dinner for everyone afterwards...we all stuffed ourselves silly and sat around shooting the shit and going owwwwww...we ate too much lol funny how somedays we think our life just sux ass...and then other's it seems it can't get much better...
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skrewbulb:
Hmmm...another from good 'ol central valley. Hello! I'm pretty new here so bear with me for my first few entries may be a little boring. Great pictures, are there more coming?
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[Edited on May 17, 2004 9:03AM]
rockerbayarea:
wow, that sounds like an awesome day, wish I was invited
heheh, jp. It sounds like Sunday's the way they aughta be: friends, family, a pool, some good grub and laughs, what more can you ask for?
ya know...i'm not really clear on how this love thing is supposed to work anymore lol I dunno, just seems that with even people who care there are still head games. And the whole friends with benefits thing...if your fucking your friends, then what makes what you have with your lover special? sure there are more feelings there...but is that all? everyone that is just...
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trixel:
and it's very nice to see someone happy...seems it's harder and harder to find someone who truely is
It's a work in progress.
It's a work in progress.
drpirate:
We grow great by dreams. All great people are dreamers. They see things in the soft haze of a spring day or in the red fire of a long winter's evening. Some of us let these dreams die, but others nourish and protect them; nurse them through bad days till they bring them to the sunshine and light which comes always to those who hope that their dreams will come true. Let the trueth be spoken and heard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey everyone...not awhole lot to say...cept i'm totally tired but craving chocolate! oh and Happy Mother's Day to me! 
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aaronsrod:
yes happy mothers day to you and give your little girl a hug from me, I hope you had a great day.
Nuckinya
Nuckinya
peggy:
Thanks....I eventually woke up at 1:30pm....
So how are things with you?
So how are things with you?
I want to lick your neck.
I wish my hair was long like yours! I wanna wear pigtails so bad I could spit. SO cute!
Whatcha doing for the 4th?