ok...someone cheer me up...i don't know if i told anyone what's been going on around here...but my daughter has chosen to live with my mom rather than live with me and Ray. She's been with my mom for a month now. Now i'll tell you, i really did a lousy job as a mom with her, gave her too much and didn't make her earn anything, so basically she's a spoiled brat with alot of attitude for everyone. i do not miss that, i do not miss the attitude or the argueing or bickering or the 'jeez your stupid mom' looks, but dammit all to hell i miss the hell outta my little girl 
My life with Ray is great. But i wish i had done a better job with her. Eric...where are you man? I need your shoulder. Hope everyone's lives are going much better than mine.
My life with Ray is great. But i wish i had done a better job with her. Eric...where are you man? I need your shoulder. Hope everyone's lives are going much better than mine.VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
It really sucks that humans tend to realize too late what they have.
I say humans as if I'm not one myself. Weird.
But yeah ... retrospect is grand ... isn't it?
*a million hugs* I can only imagine the heartache that is to know that she isn't gone ... yet she is all at the same time.
I suck at giving comfort. Sorry.