sorry i haven't been updating so much lately...things here are just nutz...we're trying to figure out where we're gonna live...i'm stressed cuz we are low on food...and my bf seems more interested in having fun than in making sure bills and stuff is paid. oh ya...and i'm trying to quit smoking and i'm about 2 seconds away from killing something or somebody. I need a...
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so what's on everyone's agenda for the weekend? i know it's only wednesday...but can you tell i'm waiting? lol my mom is taking the kid and going on a week or two long vaca...this will be nice. tell me something new going on your lives 
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peggy:
No. I don't have that. I know there is a service that allows you to hook up different ones like that but I don't know what it is. 
drakester:
whats new? long story
So, I'm sitting writing some emails and the dog starts barking. I look out the backdoor and see some guy in a white t-shirt and shorts up a ladder on my telephone pole: then my internet and cable go out! So, before I can get out there he is gone: I mean, ladder and all.
I call the Cable company: no one has been out there. Phone company? same story. No one lets their employees dress like that at work. Odd, odd, odd.
So, I go back there while waiting for the Cable Guy... and step on an F***ing Rusty Nail!!!! So, I get a Tetanus shot tomorrow. Yay me. At least I found it before the kids did, you know?
So, I'm sitting writing some emails and the dog starts barking. I look out the backdoor and see some guy in a white t-shirt and shorts up a ladder on my telephone pole: then my internet and cable go out! So, before I can get out there he is gone: I mean, ladder and all.
I call the Cable company: no one has been out there. Phone company? same story. No one lets their employees dress like that at work. Odd, odd, odd.
So, I go back there while waiting for the Cable Guy... and step on an F***ing Rusty Nail!!!! So, I get a Tetanus shot tomorrow. Yay me. At least I found it before the kids did, you know?
hello everyone...Ray got a job...now it's my turn lol then we'll start looking for a place. The realtors here have this thing they do here...they have a meeting like every other thursday, all the realtors in the area like from cities close by too come to this meeting...they pick 4 houses that are for sale and put them in a hat and pick one...then all...
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shicawgo:
Hey, pass on the congrats to your man for the new J O B. better him than me :o) And you are so the winner...I now say text-messaged so I don't sound like a complete ghetto rumball. So thanks!
skrewbulb:
Hang in there.
Ray should feel proud of your boobies. Just think, thousands of people have to look at pictures, but he's got the real deal in all their jiggly glory all to himself (Go get 'em Ray)!!!
Ray should feel proud of your boobies. Just think, thousands of people have to look at pictures, but he's got the real deal in all their jiggly glory all to himself (Go get 'em Ray)!!!
Hi everyone...went to Park Fete here in Escalon today...was fun...hot...but not too hot. Amber got a freaky hat that lights up and stuff, Ray got a fake tat to see what it would look like, i think he'd look really good with tats 
but then i seem to be a bit partial to men with tats and i got me some new sunglasses cuz i...
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drakester:
well, with hair straight=good, but with body curvy=good
skrewbulb:
Suzie's called, eh! It's not a bad place, though midnight would be a better time to go in there so you're not noticed (seeing as how Mchenry can get pretty packed). How does Ray like this site? Not bad huh?
ok...time to update...trying out a new pic too. My friend Philip did this pic for me so how is everyone? lol it's hotter than hell here today and we are broke and outta gas so we're doing awhole lotta nothing. so i'm leaving it up to youse guys to entertain me...tell me something interesting, puhleeeezzzzz 
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skrewbulb:
Hahaha.... Hey, Suzies is to an Arcade. It says so on the window (right after the XXX).
Anyhow, I have some questions for everyone and all to see. please answer them. If not for me, for the dead ferrets around the world.
Anyhow, I have some questions for everyone and all to see. please answer them. If not for me, for the dead ferrets around the world.
abadinfluence:
ohhhhhhhhhh ... the many different ways that I could entertain you ....
Hey everyone...so got paid yesterday and i'm broke already...being poor just blows ya know? i am so far below the poverty line that the damn thing is laughing at me. was hoping to have some extra cash to buy fireworks for the 4th...i love fireworks we are having a bbq for the 4th like we do every year, cept this year people are actually coming...
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toneski:
watermelon puckerz!? no wonder your broke...lush
did i mention you are hot? just checking.
did i mention you are hot? just checking.
shicawgo:
Hey hon
Selling ahouse is SO not fun. I hope it goes quick and easy for you guys. I'm feeling so self-centered right now, I totally wanna answer your questions from before.
1. if you could go anywhere in the world...anywhere...where and why there?
I'd go on a road trip from Chicago (home) all over the entire country and maybe like loop up through Canada and drive back that way. I don't care too much about the actual where I'm going as much as the actual going. I like the trip. So Bruce Lee...it's not the destination but the journey. Love it. Good question. :o)
2. what do you think is your best quality?
Truthfulness. Not so much in girl scouts "I'll never tell a lie" sugar cookie honesty, but like acceptance or what is...truthfulness about what's really going on. Even if it isn't nice or fortunate. Somehow acceptance of real stuff makes shitty stuff a little more fortunate I guess. In some way.
3. favorite color...this is important, to me anywayz lol
I can't choose. I'd say I identify with red but I love all the shades and tones within it's reach so that's like everything from orange to pink to purple to brown and those stretch into blues and greens and yellows and then all the rest follow. I just like color. I like bold color. And of course I love black, and silver....and then all shades of cream and white....see? can't choose...
4. coke or pepsi?
Diet Coke with Lime, Freezing cold regular Pepsi SO good.
5. if you could talk to a dead person...who would you chose?
My guardian angel or myself from another life. I know I'd give it to me straight. I'm not down with fluffy spiritual answers to questions...yes or no will do just fine. No sugar coating needed. Just tell me where they hid the burried treasure. Dead people rule.
Selling ahouse is SO not fun. I hope it goes quick and easy for you guys. I'm feeling so self-centered right now, I totally wanna answer your questions from before.
1. if you could go anywhere in the world...anywhere...where and why there?
I'd go on a road trip from Chicago (home) all over the entire country and maybe like loop up through Canada and drive back that way. I don't care too much about the actual where I'm going as much as the actual going. I like the trip. So Bruce Lee...it's not the destination but the journey. Love it. Good question. :o)
2. what do you think is your best quality?
Truthfulness. Not so much in girl scouts "I'll never tell a lie" sugar cookie honesty, but like acceptance or what is...truthfulness about what's really going on. Even if it isn't nice or fortunate. Somehow acceptance of real stuff makes shitty stuff a little more fortunate I guess. In some way.
3. favorite color...this is important, to me anywayz lol
I can't choose. I'd say I identify with red but I love all the shades and tones within it's reach so that's like everything from orange to pink to purple to brown and those stretch into blues and greens and yellows and then all the rest follow. I just like color. I like bold color. And of course I love black, and silver....and then all shades of cream and white....see? can't choose...
4. coke or pepsi?
Diet Coke with Lime, Freezing cold regular Pepsi
SO good.
5. if you could talk to a dead person...who would you chose?
My guardian angel or myself from another life. I know I'd give it to me straight. I'm not down with fluffy spiritual answers to questions...yes or no will do just fine. No sugar coating needed. Just tell me where they hid the burried treasure. Dead people rule.
2 weeks with the bf living with me and we are doing good...haven't murdered each other or my daughter lol...she's been a bit nosy bout it all...trying to sneak into our room at night lol...her b'day party was fun...the semi-laua went nicely...but they had my fat ass in a grass skirt! lol *note to self: lose the hips before going to Hawaii for reals. seriously...
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skrewbulb:
1. The British Isles. I would just love to sit back in a pub all day and complete great masterpieces of art.
2. I would definately say my sense of humor. It's gotten me out of a lot of trouble, as well as in a lot of trouble.
3. If it's not Black, It has to be Dark blue. Though sometimes I think naked flesh is enough.
4. Neither. It's all about the water, or Moxie.
5. Hmmm...dead person huh...I had a cousin who died when I was 13. If I spoke to her I'd say, "Can you really see me picking my nose ?"
2. I would definately say my sense of humor. It's gotten me out of a lot of trouble, as well as in a lot of trouble.
3. If it's not Black, It has to be Dark blue. Though sometimes I think naked flesh is enough.
4. Neither. It's all about the water, or Moxie.
5. Hmmm...dead person huh...I had a cousin who died when I was 13. If I spoke to her I'd say, "Can you really see me picking my nose ?"
erie11:
Yay! Another cool and interesting girlie! Good luck living with the b/f...I want to strangle mine sometimes 
1. I would go back to Cleveland because I miss my friends and it is so much fun there in the summer time! Not all hot n' crappy like FL.
2. Sense of humor, I make myself laugh all the time?
3. Can I have more than one? Because I like more than one. Please? red, sea green/ocean blue? and ULTRA violet.
4. Beam or Jack n' Coke....but most likely you'll catch me drinkin water.
5. My Grandpa because I never met him!
Heart Erie
1. I would go back to Cleveland because I miss my friends and it is so much fun there in the summer time! Not all hot n' crappy like FL.
2. Sense of humor, I make myself laugh all the time?
3. Can I have more than one? Because I like more than one. Please? red, sea green/ocean blue? and ULTRA violet.
4. Beam or Jack n' Coke....but most likely you'll catch me drinkin water.
5. My Grandpa because I never met him!
Heart Erie
not alot to talk about at the moment folks...cept my bf moved in with me and my daughter...it's nice to have a man around the house like for the first time ever lol...for once i'm not going...what was that noise? lol 
my daughter is in love...he brought his xbox with him lmao...one good thing is he's got my ass in gear around here...everything is getting...
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misterclean:
how to be in love with life? well, I know I worrya s much as anyone, but I try to say, hey, things just come and go, and this is us , coming and going, and it all ends up however anyway.
I want to lick your neck.
I want to lick your neck.
shicawgo:
I never used fetish makeup..it's good stuff? I love geting new make up recomendations from other girls who know what they're talkin about!!!!
I wish my hair was long like yours! I wanna wear pigtails so bad I could spit. SO cute!
Whatcha doing for the 4th?
I wish my hair was long like yours! I wanna wear pigtails so bad I could spit. SO cute!
Whatcha doing for the 4th?
well my daughter's bday is monday...we're throwing her a semi-laua?? hawiian style lol my boyfriend joked about seeing me in a coconut bra lol...ya right...like we'd find coconuts big enough to fit 'the twins' lmao
How is everyone's weekend going? Mine wasn't half bad...got to see my bf...spend some time with my daughter and tmr is her party...now if i could just get a job...
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unknowntrigram:
sorry it took a while to get you into the BCB group
i've had a lot of stuff going on IRL... just have not had the chance to let everyone in
i've had a lot of stuff going on IRL... just have not had the chance to let everyone in
scrap:
Well - maybe after the 12 year old goes to bed . . .
ok...done with the morbid stuff...at least till i feel all dejected again lol i'm trying to take a more objective and appreciative look at life...notice i say trying well...it's time to wake my daughter up for school...only 3 more days to go..she and i are in therapy, cuz i suck at being a mom to a pre-teen...but i'm trying harder...i really have no patience, anyone...
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peggy:
Good luck with your daughter. I'm worried about what my son will be like when he's a teenager. He's turning 5 next month and already acts like one. 
skrewbulb:
15 years huh! That would make him under 21 (sorry!).I guess going out for a couple of drinks with him is out of the question, unless he has a fake I.D.. Wow...but if you're happy, thats all that matters. Besides, It's not the age, it's the heart...no...wait...age may be a problem (drinking, Vegas, Etc.). Comments?
have you ever been in a really sad mood...feeling all hurt and dejected...and been at a stoplight and just thought...how easy it would be do just punch the gas and plow into traffic? what it would be like to see that car coming at you in slow motion in your head...then feeling the BAM!! when it hits then...nothing...dead?
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peggy:
Oh please don't say that. We all love you here and just want you to be happy!!
syracusescumbag:
"I wanna fly down an extreme cliff on my back wheel, chunder into a parked car and lie there happy, with my heart and all my guts laid out like a yard sale."
I often fantasize about my movie-esque like death.
I'd want it to be something over-the-top-dramatic and over a certain boy or girl.
I think it'd be romantic.
But then again, I'm a dreamer... and other people would just say I was a dumbass for doing it.
So basically...
It's not worth it!
<3 always,
steve
I often fantasize about my movie-esque like death.
I'd want it to be something over-the-top-dramatic and over a certain boy or girl.
I think it'd be romantic.
But then again, I'm a dreamer... and other people would just say I was a dumbass for doing it.
So basically...
It's not worth it!
<3 always,
steve
ok...someone pointed out that i hadn't updated in a few days...so alright already...i suppose i haven't cuz nothing much has been going on...well...i did meet an awesome guy and we are now dateing...so that's cool...cool that he takes and active interest in my daughter too...most guys are like...your hot...oh and there's her kid...nice kid *pat on the head* ok mom...lets go...ya right...get lost! so i...
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rockerbayarea:
BBQ, beers and friends, what more can ya ask for on M-day. It's always good to be with someone who is into your kid, or it's already dead before it swam, but you know that
aaronsrod:
Whats memorial day???
But I'll have fun anyway, seeya
BTW hows it going with your new man, its good to see he likes your daughter, hope she likes him and it all works out for you babe.
Bye for now and give your little girl a hug from me
Nuckinya
But I'll have fun anyway, seeya
BTW hows it going with your new man, its good to see he likes your daughter, hope she likes him and it all works out for you babe.
Bye for now and give your little girl a hug from me
Nuckinya
Nuckinya
hey and since when does a strong lady such as your good self let a man boss her around, you need to put your BF back in his box sister, all power to you my friend and chin up.
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