Monday Jan 31, 2005

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OK - now out of control again. Thinking husband losing it and feel further apart every day. Am frustrated by his very presence. Am unengaging. Losing interest in his needs and starting to imagin life without him. Probably won't happen but I don't think it's impossible. Why did I get married? OH right, to put someone else's needs before my own. Forever. Fuck that noise. It's just not good enough.
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pica_pica:
my god that was alot of typing for me, but I finally finished that little post I was talking about, You may find it interesting...
I totally live by it.
sluttygoodgirl:
Once again, I relate to so much of what you are going through. I am 7 years out from having my first babies (twins), and I can identify with these feelings you describe. It's an extremely difficult transition, this one from couple to family. It will get better. Get as much help as you can. Do things for yourself, as a person, not just as a Mommy and wife. Take care of you and your husband's couple-hood. Make him hear what you need.

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