hot_rod's SuicideGirls Blog

it was great getting out last night. got to meet the other sgs out here. glad to have met people my own age. everyone was great. wish i could have gotten bombed, but had to drive back to the country.

i've gotta split. i have to get some groceries.

i finally feel okay.

thriftx2horatio:

So THAT'S the monkey pic... ha ha. Great to have met you, that was a ton of fun last night.

Dec 12, 2004

i had a long fucking day. was at school early and stayed late. i fucked up that photo emulsion on the silkscreen. i'm pissed. i had to sit in at a meeting aoubt this kids performance today. he's a fuck up. his mom was in on the meeting crying. she was fucking crying and he was throwing around attitude and being a dick. i wanted...
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llona:

it was so very very nice to meet you.
i hope we'll see you again at another sg event soon.
xoox

Dec 11, 2004

so fucking tired and stressed. i finished writing my finals and study guides today. i fucked up the photo emulsion on a students silk screen. GAH! shitastic. i just need to relax. not until i go on vacation. soon, very soon. it will happen.

stayed after school today for 3 hours, graded projects that i have been putting off. it felt good. still upset about my ex kinda. it's that she's moving on, and i'm standing still. she's doing these things with her life and i'm at school and then at home.

i got a lot of shit on my plate. i have to get a bunch of stuff...
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shera:

good luck!!

Dec 8, 2004

sheena:

uhm :/ I dont think so

Dec 9, 2004

she called me today. she thanked me for the check that i sent. then she bitched me out saying that i was an asshole. after that she was telling what she's been doing with here life. she's teaching english, taking dance classes and now an assistint manger at her salon. so i had to ask like a dumb ass. is she seeing anyone. she went...
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kara:

You need to start to try different things. Maybe, you are actually making the same old choices over and over again and that's why things aren't turning out. My little sister does that. Ever though she has dated a lot of men but they seem to be the exact same type of man in the long run. Maybe you need to stay away from the normal type of woman or thing you always go for and try to break the habit of picking and making bad choices. Make a check off list of all the things you wanted to do in your life and then start to conquer you list. Sometimes you just have to close your eye's and go for it with out hesitation.

Dec 5, 2004

zenobia:

You may not realize it or feel it but you are moving forward. Everyone takes a step back every now and then but as long as you keep taking steps forward going backwards isn't so bad. It doesn't seem like it's healthy for you to talk to her because thats always were your step back comes in. Go to the party meet some new people get some fresh air in your life. You never know there maybe some other people you work with who are "in the closet" too. My life is a testiment to this sometimes unexpected people and things come into your life when your not looking or at your lowest. Now you know my e-mail if u need to hardcore vent

Dec 6, 2004

so my i was greatly disappointed by one of my classes yesterday. i asked them to do a simple thing, and even threated. they sat on their asses. all i wanted them to do is clean up. and they could do that. "i didn't make that mess" they cried. well, it wasn't there at the beginning of class. kids are selfish dumbasses.

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zenobia:

damn can't get any respect from these kids nowdays

Well hopefully monday will be a lot better. What grade do u teach?

Dec 4, 2004

dyme had this in her journal, so i'm recipricating

PART ONE!
1. Tell me something obvious about you.
2. Tell me something about you that many don't know.
3. What is your biggest fear?
4. Do you normally go the safe route or take the short cut?
5. Name one thing you want that you can't buy with money.
6. What is your most treasured...
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zenobia:

Dec 3, 2004

loe:

ok, thats WAY too long. sorry.

Dec 3, 2004

i've had a shit-tastic day. i one of my classes, my only one students brought stuff for her project, the other 30 kids, didn't. during another class, i cut my left index finger with an exacto knife. over all, i still thought it was a good day. i've been on a high since i've gotten my car. but for every up, there is a down....
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zenobia:

there has to be some humor to be found in all the things that have happened in your life within the past six months. but if not i'll send you lots of smiles and kisses

I can't help but to brag

for the first time I have a guy to brag about but he's leaving soon so i won't be bragging for to much longer I promise

Dec 1, 2004

llona:

you're coming to the xmas party right?
that'll be fun.

Dec 1, 2004

i really like my new car. i lucked out with this one. someone up there or down there really likes me.

good vibrations that's all i need.

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kinkerbelle:

maybe

Nov 29, 2004

loe:

AWESOME! I cant take the back AND half the trunk. I swear i feel THAT big.

Nov 29, 2004

I GOT A CAR!

HELL YEAH MOTHER FUCKERS!

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do11face:

holy shit did it HURT!!!!!!!!!

That has to be my most PAINFUL tattoo experience!

goddamn!

but I sufficiently drank enough now so the pain has subsided!

thanks I like em too!

Nov 27, 2004

loe:

YAY!!!!!! what kind?

Nov 28, 2004

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