Im back in GA. I brought back a bunch of stuff, including family photos. I ran across a few photos of an ex from a few years ago. Man, she was wonderful. She was very caring and told me stories of growing up in Slovakia. That shit was fucked up. The last I heard of her, she was getting married. I wonder if she is. She probably has a couple of kids now too. She was very motherly/ nurturing.
I fucked that up really, really bad.
I met her over the summer in 2000. We worked together. She was making some quick cash and wanted to see America. It was like a cheesy romance movie. She had to go back to Slovakia and finished school. She was willing to say screw it and stay and live with me. I felt so guilty. We were only dating for a few months. I didnt want her to stay and the relationship not work out. I didnt want to screw up her school or tear her apart from her family. But she was willing to sacrifice that for me. I didnt feel like I deserved it. She ended up going back.
I was going through a rough time at school, and we were an ocean apart. That long distance thing blows as it is, but this was even worst. Something had to give. So, it was her. I wish I wasnt such an ass-head.
I hope she is doing well. She deserves every good thing that comes to her.
Milica, Im sorry. I never wanted to hurt you. I just need to sort out my shit so I could take care of you.
I fucked that up really, really bad.
I met her over the summer in 2000. We worked together. She was making some quick cash and wanted to see America. It was like a cheesy romance movie. She had to go back to Slovakia and finished school. She was willing to say screw it and stay and live with me. I felt so guilty. We were only dating for a few months. I didnt want her to stay and the relationship not work out. I didnt want to screw up her school or tear her apart from her family. But she was willing to sacrifice that for me. I didnt feel like I deserved it. She ended up going back.
I was going through a rough time at school, and we were an ocean apart. That long distance thing blows as it is, but this was even worst. Something had to give. So, it was her. I wish I wasnt such an ass-head.
I hope she is doing well. She deserves every good thing that comes to her.
Milica, Im sorry. I never wanted to hurt you. I just need to sort out my shit so I could take care of you.