hot_rod

i am bummed. i just....shit. i dunno. i have too much time on my hands. i'm broke and my girl is gone and i'm a god damn mess. i want to talk to her face to face. ask her "what the fuck?"

she doesn't love me, i was a good soild boyfriend, i just wasn't a good finacially stable boyfriend...before. now i have a job, i can pay for the bills, i can take care of her. i can't take her out every weekend. but i can provide her. but she wanted out. she "fell out of love" with me. she gave up. that's what pissed me off, she gave up.

FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!

now what do i do? just be? i need a clear head. i need to get out i need to go to a concert or something.

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