hoser767

i have had a epiphany, i seem to fall for things that i can't have. Every girl i'v fallen for, has a bf or a husband. I think its the attraction of things you can't have. Same goes for other things, like i want a really well paying job with no stress and work, not going to happen, but i want it. I want a couple million dollors, not going to happen. I want a bag of chips.....but the stores are closed. DAMN Its that, and the girls that do like me live to far away, and i'm not just talking about a hour or 2, cuz i'd travle that daily to be with someone i know i'm a softy. Like this girl at work, OHH she's my dream women, well travled, thinks on my level, smokes the ocational cigar, thats what one me there. Loved fantasy novels. She allways flirts with me at work, and we walk around talking to eather for hours at work, I work in a casino if you didn't know, was going to ask her out the other day, till i found out she's going out with someone else there. BANG shot in the heart. Damn temptress women, and there evilness. Working there way in my heart just to break it. CURSE YOU ALL