horus73

Thus far, the week is not looking good.

I hate my shitty job, my car is going to blow up, and life in general is starting to look like shit for me for a while.

I need to update my profile picture. I'm going to replace it with a cartoon I think. You ever notice that when you see a picture of yourself, you dumbfounded? Or is it just me. I'm used to seeing my 'mirror' image, and when I see a photograph of myself, I'm disgusted. But, I think to myself, everyone sees me as that-it's fucking weird really.

When I drew caricatures for a living, and I'd draw people as I saw them- a lot of them were thrown back by it. I convinced myself that they were used to seeing their own 'mirror' image like myself, and ofcourse it looked odd to them. But, who knows, maybe I just see things differently completely.

I truely do believe that, that everyone sees the world in a completely different way. And I'm convinced, that to some, the world is completely obscure and would be unrecognizable to some. Either we view colors differently, or beauty, or physical surroundings. And I'm wondering what causes this. Is it the way we're raised, or do some people get the gift to see beauty where others can't find it? What in this mainframe of our brain, tells us what is recognizable?

They say to, that when you're a child, you mind is more open to see things. That is to say, that due to the 'labels' society has put on everything, your mind is not yet affected by what society says is right or wrong. Does that make sense? Or am I rambling again this morning?

Yeah, I'm rambling again, sorry...