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Tuesday Jul 12, 2011

Jul 12, 2011
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My grandmother just passed away. She was more like my mother than my mother is. She played the larger role in raising my brother and I. I had to literally talk my employer into giving me a couple of days off for the funeral and for bereavement. In other news I had the same nightmare/hallucination twice last night. It was one of the those "waking up with a start/scream" kind of nightmares. For being so simple it was very effective. I simply saw a wolf standing just outside my bedroom door. It wasn't growling or foaming at the mouth or anything. It just stared at me. A big wolf. I saw it twice and it woke me up twice. I'm probably just grieving a little too hard, that's all...
decota:
I'm sorry to hear about your Grandmother frown grieving is a tough thing to do. I lost my dad last year and had ALL Kinds of weird shit go on. All I can say to help is, it DOES get better. I promise. it's never easy or completely good. But life eventually becomes bearable again. Allow yourself to hurt. it can be refreshing and don't be afraid to enjoy the little bits of happiness that creep it. its OK not to feel like shit 100% of the time.

I hope this helps.
sending love your way.
DeCota.
Jul 19, 2011
plymne:
Thank you for your lovely comment on my set <3
Jul 29, 2011

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