horrorflick

I keep having this "recurring" dream. I don't know if it's actually recurring but it has the same features so I guess it is. It takes place in real life (more or less) and I'm about the same age I am now. I'm pretty much financially ruined, my stuff is scattered between two (or three) different houses (none of which are mine) and I'm staying in the shittiest of them. I'm going back to school to try and get a job but I'm doing really bad no matter how hard I try. I'm tired and sick all the time. The entire time this is happening I'm thinking to myself "How did I get here? It didn't used to be like this!" Normally I wouldn't be so upset but I have this dream all the time now and it shares many aspects with my waking life.