horrordarling

****BIRTHDAY UPDATE****

So...I went to go see Kill Bill. Awesome movie--at least in my opinion.

Hung out awhile after the movie and talked in the car with friends.

Finally at 2a.m. we decide that we should head out...

...but first we stopped by to get some ice cream.

During this time we're in Roseville. I hate Roseville. The people there make me ill with their...
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I've come to wish you an unhappy birthday
I've come to wish you an unhappy birthday
'Cause you're evil
And you lie
And if you should die
I may feel slightly sad
(But I won't cry)

Loved and lost
And some may say
When usually it's Nothing
Surely you're happy
It should be this way ?
I say "No, I'm gonna kill my dog"
And...
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I'm on vacation now! Woo!
Won't be stuck behind a desk in a bank in stuffy clothes for: 7days. It's not long enough.

Not going to do anything very exciting. Might go to San Francisco and see the Meteors...but...who knows.

Anyway, it's been pretty uneventful. Didn't ever get to go out,Illy. I'm still dizzy, still have lots to catch up on as far...
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Is it wrong to want to live on your own ?
No, it's not wrong - but I must know
How can someone so young
Sing words so sad ?

Sheila take a, Sheila take a bow
Boot the grime of this world in the crotch, dear
And don't go home tonight
Come out and find the one that you love and who loves you...
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I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour

But heaven knows I'm miserable now

I was looking for a job, and then I found a job

And heaven knows I'm miserable now


In my life
Why do I give valuable time
To people who don't care if I live or die ?


Two lovers entwined pass me by
And heaven knows I'm miserable...
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god. i feel like an old lady. and i mean OLD.

viral labyrinthitis. sounds horrible...feels worse. that's what i have. i'm dizzy and nauseaus, and suffering from vertigo. next thing you know i'll have alzheimers disease. ok, probably not.

"Sweetness, sweetness I was only joking when I said I'd like to smash every tooth in your head.
Oh... sweetness, sweetness, I was only joking when...
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i'm beat. i need to sleep. need to study more. need to eat better.

midterms. must. end.

one more day.

friday. saturday. monday. make it through these work days and i'm off on vacation. looking into long term investments with no risk: I Bonds. god, i'm tired of work. !this break from work will be soooo good for me.

i can't wait to sleep...
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people amaze me. just when i think i've figured someone out, they go and prove me wrong.

there's a guy in my argumentation class that seems to be a complete opposite of me. ultra-conservative by my standards, so i strongly disagree with him when he makes any comments about politics. i thought i would hate him.

so i'm pacing back and forth before class; nervous...
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i'm screwed. i'm tired. i procrastinate. i have a book to read, one speech and one essay to write, and two midterms. all set for tomorrow. starting at 7:30 in the glorious morning.

...and i haven't started anything. at all.

well, cheers. here's to another long night.


edited because i had a typo. an it bothered me.

I just watched Lost in Translation. Good movie. Bittersweet ...

Mid-terms next week. Birthday the week after. Oh the excitement (?)

I feel so heavy hearted right now. Stuck in the mud. Hmmm...

Birthdays ::gag::

I feel stupid for writing in a journal that probably won't be read.

God, I really need to get out more often.

.x.