i've had trying week.
dan and i broke up on my lunch hour. MY LUNCH HOUR!@#$% on Wednesday. It was god awful. For two reasons:
1. We broke up
*2.* I cried at work. Like a big fockin pussy face.
I felt like the biggest damn loser in the world.
I was such a teary eyed hag that they sent me home...and my boss drove me there since dan had driven me that morning.
It was the biggest drama ever. I got home and he was there. We started going through stuff that he would keep and stuff i would keep...if he still would have paid rent for June or not...all these horribly painful details.
I've lived with him for three years now. It's like we're married. I couldn't imagine being single. ever. again.
well, at least the drama has passed. we'll see how it goes.
i didn't go into work today cause i was just feeling plain exhausted after all that.
during my hissy fit on wednesday i took down all the pictures of him/us. i guess i'll leave them down for awhile. let the dust settle at work. after all the support they gave me, it sorta feels like i betrayed them cause we're back together.
oh the drama.
well, back to work tomorrow. 8:00 bright and early.
dan and i broke up on my lunch hour. MY LUNCH HOUR!@#$% on Wednesday. It was god awful. For two reasons:
1. We broke up
*2.* I cried at work. Like a big fockin pussy face.
I felt like the biggest damn loser in the world.
I was such a teary eyed hag that they sent me home...and my boss drove me there since dan had driven me that morning.
It was the biggest drama ever. I got home and he was there. We started going through stuff that he would keep and stuff i would keep...if he still would have paid rent for June or not...all these horribly painful details.
I've lived with him for three years now. It's like we're married. I couldn't imagine being single. ever. again.
well, at least the drama has passed. we'll see how it goes.
i didn't go into work today cause i was just feeling plain exhausted after all that.
during my hissy fit on wednesday i took down all the pictures of him/us. i guess i'll leave them down for awhile. let the dust settle at work. after all the support they gave me, it sorta feels like i betrayed them cause we're back together.
oh the drama.
well, back to work tomorrow. 8:00 bright and early.