hornjock

i've been really sick lately and the doctors can't figure it out. I've got puss filled nodules (doctors words... not mind) at the back of my throat, the oxygen in my blood is really low, my pulse is high, and I've got the chills.

I've been to the emergency room twice in the past 48 hours. The first time, I was feeling alright, I just thought my throat was closing and it was making me nervous. Zered was there to bring me in and they gave me drugs to make me sleepy. The nurse was nice.

Last night, however....

Z was out of town, and I was starting to feel really really sick. I was having an asthma attack and had just begun to have this horrible cough and runny nose. My body hurt so bad, and my stomach was starting to hurt, which made me nervous, because they thought I had mono, and I know that spleens can get injured and what not. I started to have a panic attack in the ER and couldn't stop crying. the lady assured me that the needle wouldn't hurt... BITCH, I know about needles. I have had big needles go through all different parts of my body. I'm not scared of needles, I'm freaking out cause I'm sick....


Alright, well, to finish up. I had around a pint of blood drawn for bloodwork AND tada, a spinal tap. That was seriously the most awful thing to happen to me ever. I was freaking out. Then, these bitchy unhelpful nurses just sent me out to go home. I was all wobbly and running into things and I puked in the garbage can by the secretaries. I spent 6 hours there, and don't remember hardly any of them. Gah.

so, what's new with YOU?