hornitos

first of all, without going into details, let me say . .
I have no reason to complain about anything in my life, whatsoever. (other then lack of a girlfriend)
i have it complete easy.
i've gone 'out' drinking exactly twice in the last year.
once on st. patty's day and once the other night.
and i felt soooo guilty. . i have no self -control when it comes to alcohol. i felt completely horrible the day after (and the day after that) and to make matters worse , somebody came into where i work , and said. .
"i remember you. you were the really drunk guy at "yadda yadda" last night. and then! he did this little dance , that i had no idea what the hell he was talking about!
so in the fits of this hangover depression, i called up my son at his mom's . . because i do that all the time. . and he tells me about his day, and then before he says goodbye. . he tells me that he loves me.
and all of a sudden , my horrible day , almost goes away. so i call him today and tell him that i was having a terrible day the day before and that , when he told me he loved me, it made me completely happy, and i wanted to say thank you. and he said "really?"
and i said " hell ya' "
and i think that, that made 'him' happy. .
and i'm so glad i have him.

btw i was reassured by a friend that was there the night i went out , that i didn't do anything 'too' outta control. that's always good.

so i have unconditional love,
a completely easy lifestyle

but,