hornitos

ok, so a coupla journals ago, i talked about this married woman that keeps coming into where i work , and hitting on me right? and i'm not really comfortable with this subject , nor do i feel like anybody wants to hear about it. . but. . . it is 'my' journal, and it is the most interesting thing that happened to me today so. .
i've been denying her, but in my mind i'm thinking. . "it's a good thing she never shows up at closing time"
welp. . guess what. . tonite , she showed up at closing time.
and she says " so, what are you doing tonite?"
and i reply " not a damn thing" which was true
and then she says " do you wanna go somewhere?"
and i say " no"
because i don't like shit like that. i wanna know exactly where i'm going and what's gonna happen.
even though i knew what 'would' happen.
well i'm not gonna say, nothing happened, but , i will say not everything happened, and when she said good-bye. . she said" you really need someone to love you, don't you?"
and i almost started crying.
but then again, i'm a big fuckin' cry-baby. .


i hope everyone has a fun weekend!