guilty pleasures:
masterbating
mtv's real world vs. road rules
PBR (professional bull riders) . sometimes i'll watch pbr with my son, and some poor cowboy will be getting the shit stomped out of him and completely trampled on by some killer bull, and i'll be all horrified by it. then i'll look over at my son, and he's literally rolling on the ground , laughing...
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masterbating
mtv's real world vs. road rules
PBR (professional bull riders) . sometimes i'll watch pbr with my son, and some poor cowboy will be getting the shit stomped out of him and completely trampled on by some killer bull, and i'll be all horrified by it. then i'll look over at my son, and he's literally rolling on the ground , laughing...
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this has been on my mind for quite some time now. . so . .it's time to vent a little.
does anyone else find it annoying that all the threads and posts on sg are dominated by like 10 people?
and that when anybody that doesn't usually post has something to say that 'they' don't like, 'they' all gang up on them like peolple fondling...
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does anyone else find it annoying that all the threads and posts on sg are dominated by like 10 people?
and that when anybody that doesn't usually post has something to say that 'they' don't like, 'they' all gang up on them like peolple fondling...
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unravled:
Awww baby, you still sweet talk me better than all the rest, you know that. And besides, if you were ever online at some normal time of day you could enterain me instead of them.
"Inquisitive heart." That's so cute.
"Inquisitive heart." That's so cute.
twasbrillig:
I understand what you're saying about 'cliques' and such. I haven't really experienced it here because I haven't really put myself out there yet. I'm trying to slowly.
It is the same in any social situation....there is always a gang mentality. But remember, while you are more then free to express your opinion, people are more then free to disagree with you.
The best analogy I can use involves that whole Dixie Chicks fiasco. After that happened I had a bunch of more conservative friends that wanted the CDs burned and found that girls statement inappropriate. I disagreed with them. I also had more liberal friends that found it hypocritical that people that claim to be patriotic would deny this girl the right to voice her opinion when this country's consitution has provided us the first amendment right to free speech. I also kinda disagree with that. Everyone has a right to voice their opinion, as long as you understand that people may disagree and voice their dissent loudly. And sometimes the people that disagree might out number you and/or over power you. It doesn't necessarily mean they are denying your right to free speech.
Does that make any kind of sense?
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It is the same in any social situation....there is always a gang mentality. But remember, while you are more then free to express your opinion, people are more then free to disagree with you.
The best analogy I can use involves that whole Dixie Chicks fiasco. After that happened I had a bunch of more conservative friends that wanted the CDs burned and found that girls statement inappropriate. I disagreed with them. I also had more liberal friends that found it hypocritical that people that claim to be patriotic would deny this girl the right to voice her opinion when this country's consitution has provided us the first amendment right to free speech. I also kinda disagree with that. Everyone has a right to voice their opinion, as long as you understand that people may disagree and voice their dissent loudly. And sometimes the people that disagree might out number you and/or over power you. It doesn't necessarily mean they are denying your right to free speech.
Does that make any kind of sense?
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when i was like 16 or so, this girl i knew had the hiccups from drinking too much. so, on a whim, i dropped my pants and showed her my peener.
and it worked! she stopped hiccuping!
15 years later , i tried it again at a bar. some girl had the hiccups and her friends were trying everything to cure her. . so i...
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and it worked! she stopped hiccuping!
15 years later , i tried it again at a bar. some girl had the hiccups and her friends were trying everything to cure her. . so i...
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unravled:
"your face makes me smile" sounds too close to "your face makes me laugh" for me to tell whether that is a compliment or not.
But...thank you. I think.
When will you be here? Why next summer? Will you call first or just show up on my doorstep?
But...thank you. I think.
When will you be here? Why next summer? Will you call first or just show up on my doorstep?
trinket:
"penner." You said "peener." heh heh hehe heehehehe
hee hee hee peener
Actually, I've heard of stranger things curing hiccups. No, wait. No, I haven't.
hee hee hee peener
Actually, I've heard of stranger things curing hiccups. No, wait. No, I haven't.
first of all, without going into details, let me say . .
I have no reason to complain about anything in my life, whatsoever. (other then lack of a girlfriend)
i have it complete easy.
i've gone 'out' drinking exactly twice in the last year.
once on st. patty's day and once the other night.
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I have no reason to complain about anything in my life, whatsoever. (other then lack of a girlfriend)
i have it complete easy.
i've gone 'out' drinking exactly twice in the last year.
once on st. patty's day and once the other night.
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beyondbitter:
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! That's AWESOME! I have a nephew that does that for me. And a puppy... and... ugh... I sure am lucky! Thanks for reminding me!
Cheers!
Cheers!
sakita:
i so quit drinking because i got so sick the next day
but i dont think i have every done anything too out of control. besides getting in a fight at a mudhoney show and telling mark arm to shut up.
lovely eh?
having unconditional love is the absolute best.
but i dont think i have every done anything too out of control. besides getting in a fight at a mudhoney show and telling mark arm to shut up.
lovely eh?
having unconditional love is the absolute best.
I haven't written in my journal for a few days. . so I logged on and didn't feel like I had anything to say, so I just responded to a few journal entries. but then i listened to some BOWIE, and now i have something to say.
there's this owl. . that i hear every night . . hooting away. .doing his thing i guess....
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there's this owl. . that i hear every night . . hooting away. .doing his thing i guess....
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phoolsfire:
i think its the funny part, the punch line, that makes life worth living, its the bird shit on your just washed car, its the scabby band aid stuck in your hair, that you know isn't yours, its the long expensive date with no head at the end of the night. these are the little things that keep us going. so ill drind to owls! woohoo!, pulse david bowie! the man's nothing short of brilliant!
unravled:
No, no email. unravled1@yahoo.com, right?
Continue teasing me this way and I'll be forced to pout.
Continue teasing me this way and I'll be forced to pout.
my focus on this site has 'totally' changed from SG's (that appear in photo shoots) to SG members!
the people that i comment to and comment about my journal entries and give insanely positive responses to whatever nonsense i write about just blow my mind. you guys fuckin' rule!
you all give me another reason to try harder and to be better than i've been...
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the people that i comment to and comment about my journal entries and give insanely positive responses to whatever nonsense i write about just blow my mind. you guys fuckin' rule!
you all give me another reason to try harder and to be better than i've been...
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schoolgirl:
the honesty and positive words are the best part of SG. but don't neglect looking at the beautiful girls, I don't see how you could.
unravled:
Look...I'm all for being a good dad and all, but seriously...it's time to come back now.
my uncle died on friday, and it reminded me of my dad. he died last feb. and now i'll share with you, the events of his passing. . (this oughta be fun!)
first, some background info.. .
my father has been and was until he died, a heroin/methadone addict ever since he was 14 years old. he went to soledad prison for manslaughter when he...
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first, some background info.. .
my father has been and was until he died, a heroin/methadone addict ever since he was 14 years old. he went to soledad prison for manslaughter when he...
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beyondbitter:
Sounds like you had a lot of time to grow up and a little bit of time to be a kid. I can empathize with you on that one. Both of my parents were active alcoholics when I was a kid. My mom is sober now and my dad is MIA. I never really knew him (he was an abusive fuck)... I love my mom and dont know what I will do if she ever dies... but that's okay cuz she's gonna live forever. ...that's my little bit of denial. I get that one little bit just for me, just for now. I can also relate to the grandparents doing the caretaking... my grandmother watched me many nights while I waited for my mommy to come home and trip over the furniture. I think I understand you... but I may not understand anything at all.
I wish I could hug you! I have a feeling you will probably say you dont NEED a hug. But... I understand why you dont cry. I dont cry either. Broken hearts, broken bones, broken promises, broken down cars... the only tears I have shed in my life have been out of anger or extreme joy/thankfulness. And most of those have been cried alone where other people cant see me break. On the few occasions that people did see those it was only because there was NOTHING to smash. I call them meltdowns.
Amazing grace (on bagpipes) makes me cry. Music feeds my soul and rescues it as well. some of my friends arent people at all. *SMILE*
I hope you find some closure in the GOOD times.
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I wish I could hug you! I have a feeling you will probably say you dont NEED a hug. But... I understand why you dont cry. I dont cry either. Broken hearts, broken bones, broken promises, broken down cars... the only tears I have shed in my life have been out of anger or extreme joy/thankfulness. And most of those have been cried alone where other people cant see me break. On the few occasions that people did see those it was only because there was NOTHING to smash. I call them meltdowns.
Amazing grace (on bagpipes) makes me cry. Music feeds my soul and rescues it as well. some of my friends arent people at all. *SMILE*
I hope you find some closure in the GOOD times.
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unravled:
"Tommorrow" turned out much better. I wish I could of stayed home and had my eyelids kissed and been read to, but I'm much too responsible for my own good (and that late car payment doesn't help any). I went to work. I was feeling much better, I think it was just something I ate. Still...woulda been nice to stay home and snuggle.
How was your "tommorrow"?
How was your "tommorrow"?
it's a strange world indeed, when the thing that made me happiest all day was logging on to SG and seeing a coupla journal comments that stoked me. .
in the real world. . . . married woman showed up again, with an OVERNIGHT BAG! i turned her down again and she stormed off. hopefully never to be heard from again. but i doubt it....
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in the real world. . . . married woman showed up again, with an OVERNIGHT BAG! i turned her down again and she stormed off. hopefully never to be heard from again. but i doubt it....
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phoolsfire:
buck up little camper, is it better to be cheep or easy, i'd rather have relations with a jar of palydogh than any one who comes with baggage, espically an overnight bag, and there are many many many options for self stimulation, do not forget how nice it is to wake up in the morning all alone and not have to say those magic words to somenone who's face you'd like to melt with a blow torch. thats just the worst case situation. i'm not bitter, i was born this way.
unravled:
My wish is for someone with a higher sex drive than me...sigh.
Just another girl with baggage, don't mind me.
Just another girl with baggage, don't mind me.
ok, so a coupla journals ago, i talked about this married woman that keeps coming into where i work , and hitting on me right? and i'm not really comfortable with this subject , nor do i feel like anybody wants to hear about it. . but. . . it is 'my' journal, and it is the most interesting thing that happened to me today...
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phoolsfire:
yes normal is a real place and i ment man cause there song lyerics, but i had to change em cause your a guy, you know rock on gold dust woman, any who, your masculinity is unmistakable every time i read one of your journal entries your manliness makes me hot...hehehehe
today i went to class, not feeling too well. it's always a dilemna for me to go to school because i feel weird around all the teeny-boppers there, but fortunately my class is basically a diverse group, because it's a medical training mandatory thinga-ma-jiggy class.
i've been falling behind in my homework, but again, 'fortunately' one of the ladies in my class offered to let...
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i've been falling behind in my homework, but again, 'fortunately' one of the ladies in my class offered to let...
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mrluckys:
we need to start a new group for us old-ass "five percenters."
unravled:
Ok, so you're horrible and negative. but you still seem like a good dad.
The OC...believe me, my life is just like that. We all live in huge houses overlooking the ocean and regularly crash our cars just so we can buy new ones. Party every night, sleep with the neighbor boy...no wait, i'm HERE everynight. How does that work?
The OC...believe me, my life is just like that. We all live in huge houses overlooking the ocean and regularly crash our cars just so we can buy new ones. Party every night, sleep with the neighbor boy...no wait, i'm HERE everynight. How does that work?
i appreciate all the comments on my last journal
entry, (well almost all) and all of you can expect a visit to your journals soon. as for the asian/american kids comment, i was obviously generalizing and trying to be funny, but to quote dennis hopper's character in true romance as he realizes he's gonna be killed no matter what. .
"so tell me, am I...
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entry, (well almost all) and all of you can expect a visit to your journals soon. as for the asian/american kids comment, i was obviously generalizing and trying to be funny, but to quote dennis hopper's character in true romance as he realizes he's gonna be killed no matter what. .
"so tell me, am I...
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phoolsfire:
koodos for you, i 'm 23 and still go to the movies with my da.that rocks. thanks for the entries too. i don't know what job you have where mondays are off, but let me know so i can finish college and get one and beat all those asian kids, he he
unravled:
Your son sounds awesome, and your journals are always so positive! Good dad's are so sexy.
so my son wants to be jack white. and he wants a guitar. at the least that's better than his last hero eminem. but i don't wanna get him a guitar yet, i want him to master the piano first. he's getting perdy good, but spends most of his time transcribing white stripes songs onto the piano. *shrugs
i have a friend that's in a...
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twasbrillig:
The piano is to music what latin is to language.
I wish my parents got me piano lessons as a child. You're giving your son an incredible gift.
I wish my parents got me piano lessons as a child. You're giving your son an incredible gift.
betsyjane:
I don't get the asian kid comment either....
If you can afford a guitar get it - no reason he can't expand and explore his musical talants.
If you can afford a guitar get it - no reason he can't expand and explore his musical talants.
I'm addicted to RW/RR myself. I've been an avid Real World watcher since Season 2 and, sad to say, I've seen every episode of every season.
Oh...and masturbation should not be a guilty pleasure! It's healthy.
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Masturbation. (actually I've never felt very guilty about that)
Brie.
Paradise Hotel.
Taking home waitresses I barely know.. Just kidding!
How old is your son?
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