hopey

Well, after months of not having it, i have internet at home again. I am happy for it, but have come to realize that the internet is not as fun as it used to be.

I am busy today through wednesday getting my business plan stuff together and getting ready to head up to Seattle for the weekend. I was originally going up top see a friend who was working up there........but now, he is not coming because the army is a fucking asshole. But, i am still going up to see everyone.
I miss the Seattle crew A LOT. And, i miss decent karaoke.

The calendar shoot is scheduled for May 2nd!!!



Sometimes when i go back and read old blogs............it's like someone else wrote that shit.

I like this one:
"*Sigh*

*swoon*

*faint*


WOW..............perfect. It was perfect.........well, there could have been karaoke, but it was perfect. blush "

I hate this one:
"I am all fucked up this week. My best friend is all "dissapointed" in my moral decisions. She isn't really talking to me. At a time when i really need her to talk to, she is not here. I feel really lonely and a little dizzy. Everything is up in the air. There is no definates.......hard for me to accept, i have control issues. I need to have some sort of stability."

Annnnnd, this one is funny:
"Supahaole's favorite quote from me?
It's not graphic, it's fisting.

My favorite quote of the week comes from Mae West. RE: why she had mirrors on her bedroom ceiling.
I like to know how i am doing. "