hopey

I don't usually have soft, beautiful emotions.
They are linear, level, and a bit harsh.

I had a wonderful feeling tonight. It was so nice that i felt it in my stomach. I felt warm and full of love. I wanted to be wrapped in it, to be fully immersed in that moment, i wanted to take it to it's natural end.


That didn't happen, it got squashed, wounded...........and i feel like if those soft parts don't get nurtured, there is less chance that they will happen again.