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Out of the blue yesterday Cam says to me:

"I am everything and everything is me."
"Yeah, that is a good way to look at things."
"There i am mom, over there. I'm that building. You're me too momma."
At that point he was sort of bloeing my mind so i just agreed.

Then we start talking about it in the car.....i ask Josh if he has been reading Cam Taoist books. "No."
"Cam, where did you learn that?"

"God told me. When everyone was dead, before i was born."


Soooo, i grew a messiah in my womb.
I wish i remembered my conversation with god.