SO, yeah i am going to get a fucking car soon, and even better my grandpa said he would pay my first year of insurance, even better, the dude my mom is fucking knows someone that owns a dog kennel and is looking for help and is willing to pay $10 an hour, so i might be pretty well set for a while here real...
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Killswitch Engine yeah thats right ENGINE well at least that is what killswitch engage was called on my ticket for the show last night, but Killswitch headlined not In Flames fucking killswitch was the headliner i was pretty pissed off about this, but then i saw them play and it was the shit
AS I LAY DYING - fucking amazing like they were last time,...
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xatreyux:
that is homo.
7stringmetalking:
Thats cool as fuck man. KILLSWITCH WAS THE SHIT WITH HOWARD from blood has been shed
It is amazing, that i can go from every little thought about jessica making me feel like shit, to every thought i have about her making me wonder why the fuck i even cared about her, and all of this is because of the girl i talked to last friday, this is the coolest shit ever, now all i need to do is find out...
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xatreyux:
i cant afford to drive down to seattle tonight, if you and andy want a ride, you can give me gas money, but if not then i guess your not going either. I'm sorry but thats how its gonna be, i need orthotics, and i need to fix my camera and i cant go spending my money on stuff like kareoke right now...
xatreyux:
yeah so yeah, that didnt work 
oh well, maybe next week!
oh well, maybe next week!Ok you konw what, FUCK that last entry, and FUCK jessica, why you say, shane why the sudden change yesterday you were all like blah blah blah bitch bitch i miss jessica blah blah, Well last night i went to the mall cause my homie wanted to get his mommy a mothersday present and i ran into one of my ex girlfriends and she was...
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ooomermaidooo:
I agree. Chasing Amy is the best.
unique3:
yeah for you! good luck! 
OK, so i am going to say sorry to anyone that i have pissed off or anyone that is tired of hearing about how i miss jessica, I want you to think of something though if you are annoyed with hearing about imagen how the fuck I feel, do you think that i like feeling this way, do you think that i am happy that...
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lazywilde:
Hey man, let it all out. It doesn't go away 'til you get it out of your system. If someone had a knife permanantly lodged in their ribs, I wouldn't fault them for bringing it up. (In fact, I think a knife to the ribs would actually hurt less than having your heart broken. It would heal a lot faster and wouldn't leave you scared of ever getting close to someone again.)
I know what you mean though, I don't want to forget her either, and I feel guilty now that I actually am. But it's getting better, in a way. I know about the sleep thing too. In this case, good dreams are actually worse than bad dreams aren't they? Cos when you wake up and realize it wasn't actually real, it's like it's happening all over again. That's why I turn to wonderful wonderful booze... Kills the dreams, cos you can't remember anything and leaves you nice and disorientated in the morning.
But ahhh, I would recommend avoiding that path if possible.
I know what you mean though, I don't want to forget her either, and I feel guilty now that I actually am. But it's getting better, in a way. I know about the sleep thing too. In this case, good dreams are actually worse than bad dreams aren't they? Cos when you wake up and realize it wasn't actually real, it's like it's happening all over again. That's why I turn to wonderful wonderful booze... Kills the dreams, cos you can't remember anything and leaves you nice and disorientated in the morning.
But ahhh, I would recommend avoiding that path if possible. 
sigma:
Brad Pitt should go by 'Mosh'
you wanna know something that pissed me off, good bands that dont exist anymore it is bullshit, like Rifles At Recess, most of you are probably thinking who the fuck are they, well i am going to fucking tell your asses they are a band that was on tribunal records and they are fucking amazing, there is no other word to desrcibe them, and it...
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xatreyux:
i wouldnt have to fucking fight with you if you werent so god damn much like mikey, and if you'd just not talk about your ex girlfriends. They fucked you over, cheated on you, lied to you, led you on...why the fuck would you want to be back with THAT. On top of that, jessica got mad at YOU for hanging out with ME! Thats fucking ridiculous! We use to be like best friends till she came along. Then theres emily who gave anthony a handjob while you were in the other room after she had been all over you telling you she wanted to marry you. WTF IS THAT SHIT? your like a god damn girl. You want what you cant have and you always want the person whos gonna pissed you off, make you sad, and be a huge dick to you. im tired of hearing about it and so is everyone else.
oh yeah, id get over it if you'd fucking stop talking about it and making your life revolve around it so fuck off
[Edited on May 07, 2004 2:33PM]
oh yeah, id get over it if you'd fucking stop talking about it and making your life revolve around it
so fuck off[Edited on May 07, 2004 2:33PM]
So i just got back from and AMAZING fucking show, red tape yeah they were ok the break yeah they sucked, FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES were fucking amazing better than the last time i saw them but they did not play short stories with tragic endings 
but they did play reflections and no trivia that was the shit, then FUCKING ATREYU they played all the...
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evanx:
Oh dang, you have too many ex's I got them mixed up.... 
xatreyux:
why the fuck do you think it makes me angry you fucking dumb ass!? god, i hate you so much sometimes. especially lately because you been such a huge ass.
SO, yeah i got a new Crazy ass death metal cd today from a band called The Black Dahlia Murder, yeah they are the FUCKING SHIT, there is just no other way to describe them. Today was pretty fucking cool, Jon from taco bell came and got me at school and we kicked it and yeah he went and got a ticket to go see...
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evanx:
Weezer? Meh...
lazywilde:
Yeah, we're working on getting all-ages shows right now. That's our top priority. Hopefully we'll get something soon.
I dunno why Pinkerton never got any of the credit it deserved. When it came out, I didn't even find out til a couple years later that it had even been released.
I dunno why Pinkerton never got any of the credit it deserved. When it came out, I didn't even find out til a couple years later that it had even been released.
FUCK, i just had this entry all wrote up then i did something and i erased it, well shit i am not going to write all that again, so here is what it was about just shorter, my grandma is going to pay me to do work around her house so i can get money to go to wisconson this summer to see one of...
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unique3:
lol
edea:
have fun at the show!!!!
SO, i went to an SG seattle thing last night, that was pretty bad ass, i met Adore, Roxy and Kara, adore is the cuttest little thing ever, I am going to go to it again in 2 weeks cause next tuesday is ATREYU and FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES, so yeah but hopefully in 2 weeks i will work up the balls to do some...
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vikprez:
O yes, I remember you, I hope you will be coming to the BBQ, we can chat some there
rxqueen:
i lovelovelove yr new profile pic
love, Jay