hopesfall

Well I have made up my mind on the whole me waiting for emily to get back, even though i found out she fucked around with some dude the night she told me she wanted to get married, I am still going to wait and see what the fuck is going to happen, she has not given me any reason for me to think that she is lieing to me, i do believe that she will not cheat on me when we get back together, I do not think she would be that stupid to cheat on me if we got married cause i could get alot in a divorce if she did that, so yeah i believe that she can change, and she said she would buy me a nice ass drum set, So over this next year and a half she better fuck as many people as she can so she will have it out of her system by the time we get back together, and if we move to where we want to we are going to be far from everyone which is cool and sux at the same time because i will not be close to my best good buddy jay, but speaking of drum sets, i only need to get $315 but i only have $85 right now, but i do believe the kit i am going to get is a 5 piece pearl export kit, it is so fucking pretty, if i want to keep it in my room i am going to have to get rid of my couch but i am going to ask my uncle to help me out with that then i will pay him back over the next couple months, i also saw these bad ass zildjian cymbals, but i need ALOT of money for them, but anyways that is all for now,




music - Bleeding through "rise"
feeling - kinda confused like usual