Yeah mother fuckers the new thursday CD comes out on th 16th but today Is the 15th AND I HAVE IT oh yes cause I rule. anyways if you liked thursday's cd full collapse you will like war all the time, it is fucking amazing so it would be worth the money, so yeah here is my list of shit i have gotten and need...
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fuck, poop, shit, ass, yeah i dunno, I got mine and Jay tickets to go see Thursday and thrice today, well i ordered them, so yeah hooray for me, and i think i am going to get a ticket to go see slayer and fucking HATEBREED in november, and i got the new Avenged Sevenfold cd today, i do not like them too much but...
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xatreyux:
you are a freak and i got my thursday cd
so happy. hope your feelin ok because of your dentist thingy

evanx:
That Slayer and Hatebreed show is gonna be here on Halloween! That rules!
Sex....sheesh...don't remeind me.....I had almost forgotten......................................................
Sex....sheesh...don't remeind me.....I had almost forgotten......................................................
Well Poop what the fuck is up, I hate being poor this is shit that I should be spening my money on right now but i might not be able too.
1.new Andrew WK cd came out on the 9th (do not have it)
2. New from autumn to ashes cd came out on the 9th (do not have it)
3, second season of 24...
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1.new Andrew WK cd came out on the 9th (do not have it)
2. New from autumn to ashes cd came out on the 9th (do not have it)
3, second season of 24...
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xatreyux:
im buring you both FATA and AWK so it'll be ok! lol yeah your donwnstairs playing drums right now so yeah...lol

xatreyux:
i got the new andrew cd today and it makes me so happy i want to cry because i love andrew so much
i also bought whoracle so yeah...another cd for me to burn for you
anyway..yeah 6 cds in 3 days...plus the andrew cd in the mail makes 7 woo woo..im becomming how you were back in the day at terrace yeah lots of cds ok yeah bye now lol
oh why can't i be what you need
a new improved version of me
but i'm nothing so good, no i'm nothing
just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
of violence, of love, and of sorrow
i beg for just one more tomorrow
where you'll hold me down, fold me in
deep, deep, deep in the heart of your sin
i break in two over you
i break in two and each piece of me dies
only you can give the breath of life
but you don't see me, you don't.
here i'm pinned between darkness and light
bleached and blinded by these nights
where i'm tossing and tortured til dawn
by you, visions of you then you're gone
the shock bleeds the red from my face
when i hear someone's taking by place
how could love be so thoughtless, so cruel
when all, all that i did was for you
i break in two over you
i break in two and each piece of me dies
only you can give the breath of life
but you don't see me, you don't
i break in two over you
i break in two and each piece of me dies
only you can give the breath of life
but you don't see me, you don't
i break in two over you, over you
i would break into for you
now you see me, now you don't
now you need me, now you don't..
Autumns Monolouge

oh why can't i be what you need
a new improved version of me
but i'm nothing so good, no i'm nothing
just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
of violence, of love, and of sorrow
i beg for just one more tomorrow
where you'll hold me down, fold me in
deep, deep, deep in the heart of your sin
i break in two over you
i break in two and each piece of me dies
only you can give the breath of life
but you don't see me, you don't.
here i'm pinned between darkness and light
bleached and blinded by these nights
where i'm tossing and tortured til dawn
by you, visions of you then you're gone
the shock bleeds the red from my face
when i hear someone's taking by place
how could love be so thoughtless, so cruel
when all, all that i did was for you
i break in two over you
i break in two and each piece of me dies
only you can give the breath of life
but you don't see me, you don't
i break in two over you
i break in two and each piece of me dies
only you can give the breath of life
but you don't see me, you don't
i break in two over you, over you
i would break into for you
now you see me, now you don't
now you need me, now you don't..
Autumns Monolouge
It is amazing I can go from wanting to kill jessica one minutes, then understanding why she is yelling at me and them making things better, yeah we fought again today, it was about me getting a job and me doing good in school, she really wants me to do good and yeah, it sux because we needed to fight over it till i understood...
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xatreyux:
FUCK i totally forgot about the new FATA when i went to buy cd's yesterday...oh well...your mean shane...lol and alex wants me to be his drummer..im scared lol anyway yeah school time

evanx:
Andrew W.K. kinda makes my head hurt, he did however put on a good show at the Warped Tour.
I'm a poor ass m.f. too! But I scraped together the $10!!!!
Ever hear of Coinstar?
Does your state have a bottle deposit?
And then there's always the couch cushions (and other peoples couches! Just wait 'till they leave the room!)
I'm a poor ass m.f. too! But I scraped together the $10!!!!
Ever hear of Coinstar?
Does your state have a bottle deposit?
And then there's always the couch cushions (and other peoples couches! Just wait 'till they leave the room!)
Me and Jay got into a conversation about poop today, it was the greatest shit in the world. I saw my mom and we did not fight, holy shit that never happens but it was all good, and i got new shoes and a new backpack so yeah all is good, and i have 2 new pics up in my pics area so go check...
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evanx:
My cat poops up a storm!
xatreyux:
i dont know where you've been for the last day and a half..*probably at jessicas being a whooped little bitch* but i just wanted to know if you wanted to go up to the wearhouse tomorrow and buy our tickest for PTW because i am and yeah...
PS - OMG i just saw a preview for the new season of 24 and omg shane...oh my fucking god...

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PS - OMG i just saw a preview for the new season of 24 and omg shane...oh my fucking god...
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Hey i got the tire on my bike fixed today, oh yes, and i got $100 from my uncle to get new shoes and a new back pack hooray for me, Today has been an OK day started off good and ended in shit but oh well that is how shit has been going lately so its ok, and I have a question for everyone,...
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hopesfall:
i put 2 new pics up in my pics section 
xatreyux:
shane...if i had read this when you were here i would of slapped you across the face....if my significant other cheated on me i would be so pissed...and i would just feel weird..i would see them differently because they betrayled my trust...but i dont think i have a real say in this...cause you know...

Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person,
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
You let this one person come down in the...
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and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
You let this one person come down in the...
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mistressmissy:
buck up...thursday's on tour 
xatreyux:
you should talk shane..and you never told me why your sad..or were sad..whatever

Today was one of the most fucked up SHIT ASS crapy mother fucking days, first I was worried that the front tire on my bike was going to pop so when i got to jessicas i was going to pump it up, but guess what fucking happens on my way over there my BACK fucking tire pops not the front but the back
I was...
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xatreyux:
yeah and i came and fucking drove your ass home at 11 at night when i have to wake up at 6am...which will be in about 5 minutes...but im awake now..hmm..interesting...fuck this im gonna go lay down...i hate terrace

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xatreyux:
shane you know damn well what i ment! i mean jesus it was at like..6 something in the morning that i wrote that! lol

Well I feel like shit. I came home early today from camping cause i got sick and shit and i wanted to leave cause i could not handle people staying up till 3am and keeping me up then getting woke up 8am to people fucking with dirt bikes. But me and Jessica are haveing problems and I am causeing most of them, so I am...
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awakened:
you listen to some awesome music!
ever here of fordirelifesake, or every time I die.
i've been listening to those two a lot lately.
I hope everything works out with you and your girl.
ever here of fordirelifesake, or every time I die.
i've been listening to those two a lot lately.
I hope everything works out with you and your girl.
scattershot:
dude that sounds harsh ... but you gotta ask yourself if you want to be in a relationship where you have to do everything to keep it together.
Well shit, shit is not going the way i want it too, Jessica is going camping this weekend and she wants me to go, but we always end up fighting...you know what FUCK THIS FUCKING SHIT i just got off the fucking phone with my bitch girlfriend and just FUCK SOMETIMES i want to fucking kill her. Fighting over camping, if i do not go...
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jizzikah:
summa dan na. is it time for a break? dammit...we have the same sign.
xatreyux:
yeah shane..i dont even understand why you put up with all her shit sometimes...
this is a good song:
Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide. And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

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this is a good song:
Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide. And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
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It is 12:45 am on Tuesday August 26th right now, I just got back from tower records. The Lord of the Rings the Two Towers came out just 45 minutes ago and i bought it about 20 minutes ago. Holy shit i am a fucking Nerd
Oh well i still rule
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siara:
that movie rules!!!... i so want to see it again!
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freckle:
hous 'till i can sleep... and i did, and it was wonderful 
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah I"M GONNA EAT YOUR ASSHOLE aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
CKY3 for life motha fuckas
CKY3 for life motha fuckas
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scattershot:
did you see on jackass when bam covered rake yon in mustard and rake went apeshit on his car .. ahahahahahahaha
xatreyux:
p hat
everytime i see them live i think i orgasm.
i heard the new FATA is pretty good, tho i don't have it.
i like .hopesfall. too by the way