hopelessdope

Yeah I smoke for self destruction. I doubt I'll ever be able to quit. I've been waiting for a calm time in my life to quit but it never comes.

I think you've a good idea about how to begin to control things deciding to start with the social anxiety. Working on that and learning to deal with/work through problems effectively can't be a bad thing. Seems to me you're already working on things by realizing what the problems are and making a decision to fix 'em. Kudos.

Anything I can do for you? Life is crappy at times. I'm sorry and not too sure of what to say. If I can do anything or help you at all then let me know.

I wouldn't mind stretching my lobes or getting a few other body mods but I always worry that it will cause trouble when I finally get into my profession. Since I want to go into school psychology and all I don't think they would allow things like that. It's kind of disheartening that someone can't look like they want but instead have to fit this image of what is seen as professional.

Oh I say fuck that. Most people don't even notice when people gague their lobes. I know I don't.. not unless they're huge. You can always stretch to a 2ga and it's not a huge difference and I doubt it would make you not look professional.

Bath and body works has nice, great smelling stuff. I need some foot cream. My heels are terrible and cracked. Ok, I'm being gross.

yeah my feet were getting a bit dried out as well it's all this crappy winter shit that won't go away. I want to get creams for all parts of my body now though I feel all soft and happy. I got some after shave gel for my face as well.

I do the same when I'm drunk. Is actually how I ended up messing around with my best friend. Thing is it's not that I'm just messing around with anyone that pays attention to me.. I end up flirting with or messing around with people I wanted to anyway but wasn't brave enough to make a move on when I was sober. I've purposely gotten drunk before just to have the nerve to come onto someone. God, I'm a loser.

You're the only one that talks to me

haha I'll have to go find someone to make out with now I'll talk to you later.

I couldn't tell. You type well while inebriated.

I guess I just wasn't drunk enough.

So join SGIndy. We're cool and could care less about stuff like that. I know you don't live here but neither do many of the people that are members of the group.

Oh i don't care i found some other interesting groups to join. I was just a bit annoyed that I wasn't being allowed to join a group for a city I actually live in. I suppose they have there reasons though.