hopelessdope

I had fun last night go drinking and dancing. I suppose a dance club isn't all that bad if they actually play good music and everyone else dances as bad as you do. I suppose for me it's always been a self concious thing I'm attempting to get over that though. Sometimes I think I should not drink either or well not so much that I drink much I just drink a lot when I do drink. I suppose it's really the only self destructive thing I have left so I take full advantage of it. Most people won't understand but sometimes I have to destroy myself a little bit.