Saturday Apr 28, 2007

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Alright. as of 6 p.m. I am single.

My chest hurts. but I didn't cry hardly at all... maybe 20 tears... total...

I don't want to be alone...

I need more friends.... bar friends... lunch friends.... coffee friends... hang out friends... cuddle friends... but no sex friends sorry...
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shadea:
That sucks.
Hope you're coping...
I can be an 'Australian friend' if you're looking?
f1ssure:
I love, love, love coffee, so we can be coffee friends. and cuddle friends wouldn't be so bad either, but let's start with coffee and work up from there biggrin everything's going to be ok. I promise.

Friday Apr 27, 2007

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Ok I give....

I'm done with this relationship...

I'm done begging for what should be understood... We are trading sex for sweetness/cuddling/phone calls/hugs.... If I don't have sex with him he doesn't act sweet... If I'm disabled with cramps from hell and I can't have sex he doesn't come over... I am so fucking fed up with men...

I'm just going to be a serial...
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jorryn:
Sometimes boys just stink.

Everyone needs a good cuddling. Sometimes I just cuddle with a friend that is kinda of down or in need of cuddles and its great for me since I also get cuddled in return. Win win.

Seems like he's been trained by someone who withheld sex unless she got what she wanted and consequently he now withholds affection until after he's had his need met, I dunno that's just my interpretation.

Decide what it is you want in a relationship, write it down, that way when it comes along you can recognize it. kiss
cd107:
To hell with hiim, it's his loss.

Wednesday Apr 25, 2007

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i'm bored... and broke... who wants to take me for a drink? anyone?
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devilsreject:
let's go get ice cream instead.

mad
fullmoonkisses:
Yeah - be over around 7pm? smile wink

Tuesday Apr 24, 2007

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Well I'm all moved in.. Pictures are hung.. My bedroom is all put together... Tomorrow the living room, dining room and kitchen.. My dog is incredibly confused but he's getting used to it... My boyfriend was going to come see me but fell asleep and just woke up so now I'm waiting for him to get here... frown I thought he would have been more excited...
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brave1:
glad to here you're settled.....my dog is still getting used to the new place after a month - lol
devilsreject:
I'll be down to help "break in" each room in your new place with you, twice!

Glad to hear things went well with the move. Sorry about the boy NOT being as excited as he should be and being 180 years old and requiring a nap.

Tuesday Apr 24, 2007

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Well I'm moving today. Waiting for the movers now.

Wont have cable/internet til tomorrow...

So...

See ya'll tomorrow...
khoos:
Hurray for moving biggrin
Hope all goes well..

Sunday Apr 22, 2007

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Moving in T-minus 40 hours...

I'm nervous. I'm afraid this is going to be the death of my relationship. I really hope this is what helps but I'm scared it might not be.

I'm currently on the phone listening to my best friend Sara cry. She had a wreck day before yesterday and has really bad whiplash and is realizing that her whole life is...
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m1ndzeye:
Ill be in town this week let me know if theres anything i can do to help..... smile
m1ndzeye:
Are there any good shows or clubs that should be good to hit up this week?

Wednesday Apr 18, 2007

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Alright. I haven't been able to update because work has had to keep my laptop to network the office after hours. So here it goes.

Update:

So I was doing really good on making myself hate Tim for not wanting kids and not wanting to get married until I went to get my belt out of the closet and he stopped me, asked me if...
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_tab:
The picture Im talking about was a guy, and they were big paisleys (paislies?) like what I have so probably not the same pic. But yeah, Ill probably have pics tomorrow smile I hope my bathing suit still fits me this summer, I've lost a little over 15 pounds since last september shocked If not I'd totaly just sew it up tongue
_tab:
well so far the only one like mine that I've seen is that one in the magazine that was used as a reference, so I'm sure it's not a totaly common thing. Either way I think anyone should get what they want if they really really want it.

...I need a spell check tongue

Sunday Apr 15, 2007

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Well I'm not coping any better... I am still in a funk... been 3 days now... Getting an apartment tomorrow probably... so yeah... I'm a little stressed about money but my boss said we can talk about it tomorrow and see about helping me...

I'm starting to be mean to Tim. I don't mean to be but I feel like I need to be. I...
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spyboy:
hey sweeetie just remember my little saying ~< TWAT>~ lol
i hope you feel better soon sweetie biggrin i know you will
s1ndr0m3:
I know how you feel. I've been there myself. Just hang in there. Remember to look forward in your life. Don't dwell on the past, that will only make things worse.

Saturday Apr 14, 2007

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So I'm moving in with an old room mate I used to have...

at the 1st of May...

I dont have anything else to say...
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parasight:
I hope things work out good in that situation. *hugs*

...and THANKS for all of the pics you posted, you went NUTZ with them! smile smile smile
cd107:
It'll all work out for the best, and in the ned you are gonna be so much happier.

Friday Apr 13, 2007

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Yeah so Oklahoma just passed a bill to make abortions illegal... with no exceptions for incest/rape....

I've been calling our governer all day...

fucking morons don't they know so many women will still get abortions??? They'll get infections and they will be so much worse off if they could have had a regulated abortion?

oh my god i'm so fucking pissed...

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got hate mail...
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fullmoonkisses:
Jeez.......really don't know what to say frown
lavonne:
Thank you! smile
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