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Moving in T-minus 40 hours...

I'm nervous. I'm afraid this is going to be the death of my relationship. I really hope this is what helps but I'm scared it might not be.

I'm currently on the phone listening to my best friend Sara cry. She had a wreck day before yesterday and has really bad whiplash and is realizing that her whole life is a wreck and she doesn't know what to do... She is just rambling about the things she is finding in her room cause she feels like cleaning her room is going to make her life seem less chaotic and it will make her mind feel a bit better to not be stuck in clutter but she shouldn't be moving around and stuff... but like me she is to stubborn for common sense... I love her.

I've been fighting petty fights with my boyfriend for 2 days. I couldn't be more scared right now. I don't want to lose the best guy that I've ever been with. I love him.

My other best friend named Sara (yes I have 2 best friends with the same name) has been at my house everyday for the last week helping me pack and being very motivating. I love her.

Shiloh got a bath today and made a huge fuss and pissed all over the girl that was giving him a bath... made the 25 dollar deal so much better after seeing him pee on her.