i really do give up.
theres no way im ever going to meet anyone in the real world because im just too shy and self conscious and uncomfortable and have no self esteem etc etc.
so the only thing iv got is dating sites and to hope that there is just ONE girl out there who says she looks for personality and MEANS it. cos...
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theres no way im ever going to meet anyone in the real world because im just too shy and self conscious and uncomfortable and have no self esteem etc etc.
so the only thing iv got is dating sites and to hope that there is just ONE girl out there who says she looks for personality and MEANS it. cos...
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i went to town to put some money in the bank and to get out of the house. i wandered around aimlessly for about an hour. then went home. i got wet. the end.
things i have learnt
if you treat people like shit you get everything you ever dreamed of
if you treat people with respect and how you think they deserve to be treated, you get shit upon from every conceivable angle
if you treat people like shit you get everything you ever dreamed of
if you treat people with respect and how you think they deserve to be treated, you get shit upon from every conceivable angle
markedfaery:
Only a momentary gratuitous. Karma works out in the grand scheme of things, and it sucks to be the lonely, undesired loser!
1.68 out of 10
thats offically how good looking i am.
no wonder im eternally single!!!!
thats offically how good looking i am.
no wonder im eternally single!!!!
only two months-ish left. somehow i dont think i'll bother staying. i wont be missed. and right now its just yet another place to show me just how many people i cant have and another place where no one talks to me. and the less of those i have the more i can stop kidding myself
doritos:
You're lucky you only have 2 months left.. I have a fair while to go, and I'm already considering leaving. :/ I would cancel my account now, but it feels like such a waste of money leaving now... if I had only 2 months to go, though, I'd totally quit. So I envy you in a way. 
Well, if you decide to go, it's your choice.. though I won't have your posts to comment on anymore.
Well, if you decide to go, it's your choice.. though I won't have your posts to comment on anymore.
touch like strangers; detached
I can't feel you anymore
The sunshine trapped in our hearts
it could rise again
but i'm lost, crushed, cold and confused with no guiding light left inside
you were my guiding light
When comfort and warmth can't be found I still reach for you
but i'm lost, crushed, cold and confused with no guiding light left inside
I can't feel you anymore
The sunshine trapped in our hearts
it could rise again
but i'm lost, crushed, cold and confused with no guiding light left inside
you were my guiding light
When comfort and warmth can't be found I still reach for you
but i'm lost, crushed, cold and confused with no guiding light left inside
i hate being lonely and bored with no one to talk to.
too bad i have no friends then huh. stupid no friends
too bad i have no friends then huh. stupid no friends
"the story of life is quicker than the wink of an eye. the story of love is hello and goodbye - until we meet again"
no_longer_here:
I have had a really bad fear of it though for a few years now. I remember when I was younger-ish, I used to be totally fine doing it but then I was bullied at school and went through loads of shit and basically have had this 'fear' since then. It's kinda weird how it came about.
stupid sony ericsson putting back the android upgrade to my phone making me download a launcher app that makes me think iv got an upgrade even though i havent
and stupid blisters on my thumbs and fingers throbbing like a bugger
and the stupid open ones on the joint of one finger and the joint between my palm and my thumb on the other hand...
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and stupid blisters on my thumbs and fingers throbbing like a bugger
and the stupid open ones on the joint of one finger and the joint between my palm and my thumb on the other hand...
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plumpp:
aaaawwwww hugs!!!!!