so i tried messaging some girls on a dating site. id given up even trying, but thought i might as well just give it a go. i sent a message to five girls. three read it and deleted it right away after looking at my profile. two replied but didnt look at my profile. they sent a couple of messages back, then looked at my...
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i just wrote a goodbye note to my ex. still the love of my life. i still love her so much. i hope she remembers the good things
i went mental today and shaved my head. i feel like jumping through my window. iv been through one when i was a kid, might see what it felt like. cant remember. it'd just go wrong knowing my luck n id be paralysed only being able to move my eyes n not being able to speak to tell people i want to die.
i wish...
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well thats pretty much it. im sick of everything. im sick of being so lonely. im sick of having no one at all. im sick of feeling like shit all the time. im done.
i wish i wasnt here anymore
well that was a successful trip.
went for a wander in leeds to get me out and stop me thinking about things. i walked around for an hour. everyone seemed to be with someone - friends, boy/girlfriends - i dont think i saw anyone else on their own. so i went home. a really pretty girl got on the bus, and when she got off,...
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went for a wander in leeds to get me out and stop me thinking about things. i walked around for an hour. everyone seemed to be with someone - friends, boy/girlfriends - i dont think i saw anyone else on their own. so i went home. a really pretty girl got on the bus, and when she got off,...
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i just looked at the call log on my phone.
the last person to ring me was on the 26th may. she was drunk, otherwise she wouldnt have done.
before that it was 19th april.
thats quite sad
the last person to ring me was on the 26th may. she was drunk, otherwise she wouldnt have done.
before that it was 19th april.
thats quite sad
iv never been so lonely in my life. i literally have no friends. i havent spoken to anyone for a month, since my ex (who im still in love with 18 months after she left me) rang me very very drunk so that her housemate could tell me she misses me, only for my ex to tell me im not special, she even misses her...
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no_longer_here:
yeah, get yourself out for a bit if you've been stuck indoors. fresh air will do you good even if it is boiling, you'll feel better for it afterwards! and at least you don't have make-up melting off your face when you go out!
no_longer_here:
Well don't think about things and don't be miserable, go out, do something to distract your brain even if you are on your own! go see a film 
so what happens when you have no friends to introduce you to anyone, you cant go out and just meet someone as you're too shy, you've been on dating sites for years with no success, and even eharmony tells you you're unmatchable?
o yeah, you die alone
o yeah, you die alone
yeah.
i think the world has seen enough
byebye everybody.
byebye
i think the world has seen enough
byebye everybody.
byebye
