why does no one give a shit? at all? why does no one ever listen to a single word i say? why do i write these stupid things? why do i have absolutely no friends at all?
im so fucking lonely
im so fucking lonely
amarena:
consider you were madly in love with someone. they werent in love with you, but considered you their best friend. consider that you used to talk almost every night.
consider that you havent seen them since the 1st of january when you waved them off at the train station after they had spent new years eve with you.
consider that during the course of this...
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consider that you havent seen them since the 1st of january when you waved them off at the train station after they had spent new years eve with you.
consider that during the course of this...
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i miss her so much 
well that was nice.
"lets meet on wednesday"
eeee i thought. tuesday came....are we still on for tomorrow?
"......"
no reply. hmmm. tuesday night comes, oh you're online i'll say hello - hello
"......"
no reply. hmmm. wednesday comes. if you didnt want to you could have just said no.
"whats up?"
what do you think!!??
"o i dont think i can do today, maybe...
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"lets meet on wednesday"
eeee i thought. tuesday came....are we still on for tomorrow?
"......"
no reply. hmmm. tuesday night comes, oh you're online i'll say hello - hello
"......"
no reply. hmmm. wednesday comes. if you didnt want to you could have just said no.
"whats up?"
what do you think!!??
"o i dont think i can do today, maybe...
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hooglebug:
add to that not having seen anyone apart from family since about april and having absolutely no one to talk to, yeah im pretty damn lonely
wow. i literally have no friends at all. i havent seen anyone apart from family since april. and absolutely no one even tries to get in touch with me. people on here talk to me more than people iv known for years and thats saying somethng as people on here dont talk to me either
shock and indeed fucking horror.
why do i even bother to let myself get excited? why do i not listen to the little whiny voice in my head that keeps saying 'its not going to happen'?
what a fucking idiot
why do i even bother to let myself get excited? why do i not listen to the little whiny voice in my head that keeps saying 'its not going to happen'?
what a fucking idiot
amarena:
That sounds sad and the opposite of fun.
(((hugs)))
(((hugs)))
poop at you! yes, you.
not you though.
but you...poop at you
not you though.
but you...poop at you
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no_longer_here:
or... another two reasons, i'm ugly and fat and yada yada yada.. all the rest of it!
no_longer_here:
i'm not the only one who thinks that believe me 
why is it all girls are just massive whores? and then have the nerve to complain about how all anybody wants from them is sex? stop fucking everything that looks at you then!!!!!! pisses me off
theres something missing, an empty space, so i fill myself with little pins and hope that one of them sticks.
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sleepingdoll:
That's mental, I can't not eat I'd be a right mess, I love food too much! Plus the fella would be force feeding me if I did that! I'm having to abuse the Wii fit that's for sure xx
sleepingdoll:
Haha like you could stop me right? or not! 
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