shock and indeed fucking horror.
why do i even bother to let myself get excited? why do i not listen to the little whiny voice in my head that keeps saying 'its not going to happen'?
what a fucking idiot
why do i even bother to let myself get excited? why do i not listen to the little whiny voice in my head that keeps saying 'its not going to happen'?
what a fucking idiot
(((hugs)))