hooglebug

dont you just love being ignored?

well.

im cutting my cock off and becoming a nun

so if you want a cock, theres one going spare

hahaha seriously. again?

"yes we'll meet on wednesday im all excited"

???

"can we make it next week. sorry"

so thats the FOURTH time you've arranged to meet me and the FOURTH time you've just forgotten or just gone off and done something else instead.

nice

and also, typical

i just spent the last hour steam ironing a guitar neck. to get the fretboard off. because the stupid fretboard snapped. and its not like its an old one - i only glued the fretboard on two days ago!!! damn it!!!

i hate being all fat and unattractive. its crap. must be nice to have people wanting you and such. would make a nice change anyway!

4 months in to my new record attempt. only 15 more to go and i shall smash it

i hate happy people. if someone tells you to cheer up, especially if they say "it might never happen" after it, you should be legally entitled to punch them in the face

dont be so stupid you fat ugly twat.







as if she would

would very much like my cough to go away now please. and also would very much like a friend who actually wants to talk to me and spend time with me rather than just say they're my friend and then cant remember the last time they saw or spoke to me please. thankyou

i said goodbye to my 'best friend'. we havent spoken in quite a long time and she clearly doesnt want anything to do with me anymore. so i said goodbye. and what did she say? nothing. at all. im so upset about losing her all over again and she just doesnt care at all. it doesnt even register with her. thats what im worth. fuck...
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why does no one give a shit? at all? why does no one ever listen to a single word i say? why do i write these stupid things? why do i have absolutely no friends at all?

im so fucking lonely

consider you were madly in love with someone. they werent in love with you, but considered you their best friend. consider that you used to talk almost every night.

consider that you havent seen them since the 1st of january when you waved them off at the train station after they had spent new years eve with you.

consider that during the course of this...
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i miss her so much