hooeylewis

Damn fridays nights suck in cornwall for clubbing. I went to a local club and it was dead. I sat around for a few and decided fuck this and drove off. None of the other places were dead as well. On the way home a though hit me for the first time in a while. For too much of my adult life I lived my life for everybody else's happiness. I thought that this would bring me success and happiness inmy life. it took me 28 years of my life to realize that this is simply not true. you have to be somewhat selfish in your life. I mean that in a good way of course. This is something that I am still trying to learn in my life. I am taking a bigger look at what makes me happy in my life instead of looking at everybody else for my happiness. I am starting to learn to say fuck it to myself and start doing what I really want to do. i was just looking at my blog history, I make way too many blogs lol. Well I hope every body has a love filled weekend.