I am really FUCKING angry right now (part 2)
those of you who managed to read my last journal will know that our buyers pulled out with a lame ass excuse well today we got told that because our buysers pulled out, that the people whos house we were intending on buying couldnt meet the deadline set to buy the house that they wanted, so as a result, the people who owned that house have decided to sell it to someone who can meet the deadline, which means that the house that we wanted has now been taken off the moarket and we are back to square one, so no house in St dennis for us, and yet more long weekends away searching for another huse that fits the bill.... the upsetting thing was that the house in St Dennis was so perfect and ticked every box and more its gona be hard to find something that comes close to it, i am so dissapointed with everything and totally fucking frustrated right now,
bollex to it all i say
right i'm off to look at more property sites to see if i can find somewhere for us to live
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Dude, you are totally right in whatyou say. I AM going to leave it (the last text i sent her said 'I won't mention it again').
She said we could go surfing sometime, so I think I will ask her a along when i start going again. See what happens. See if there's any prospect with surfshop girl...
Basically you know how lonely I was before Jenny, and I just don't want to feel that lonely ever again. Fuck, too late! My time with her was the best time of my entire life, and now it's over, that worries me somewhat.
Anway, I appreciate your thoughts, and I will be doing what you say. Being cool, not bringing it up again (unless she splits from the guy she's with now) and just trying to be her friend. And I'm not going to call her until sometime next week, and it'll be just to say hello and see how she's doing. And in the meantime I will keep looking elsewhere, see if there's someone else I'm more suited to. Hard to believe that's possible right now, but it may be so i'm trying to keep an open mind.
So bro, I really hope today went well, and I'm looking forward to hearing some good news from you!
take care,
peace and happy voodoo...