hoocha

sorry for the lack of updating.

i'm just rather.....blah.

i guess this is it. as good as it gets. fucking pitiful.

i would never imagined growing up that this is how my life would turn out.
i'll be 26 next week, i guess that's what's getting me. something about being a single mom, divorced, dateless, and getting old has got me down. i really sit and wonder sometimes if i'm just unloveable. i want to curse at the sky when i think of that.

fuck you and your happily ever after.

it isn't real