I'm in the process of making some HUGE life changes.
To go through this alone, honestly, is probably the best thing for me. I have to do this for myself. As scarey as it sounds, I have to buck up. This WILL make me a better person.
I'm not happy with who I've become.
I care way too much about the wrong things.
For instance.........
For the past 7 years I have been the girl who always does things like try my hardest to make sure that everyone has a good time. I am always the one to send flowers to someone "just because". I am always good about planning surprise birthday parties. I am always good about saying "I love you" even when I'm pissed as fuck, and I know you don't care.
To go through this alone, honestly, is probably the best thing for me. I have to do this for myself. As scarey as it sounds, I have to buck up. This WILL make me a better person.
I'm not happy with who I've become.
I care way too much about the wrong things.
For instance.........
For the past 7 years I have been the girl who always does things like try my hardest to make sure that everyone has a good time. I am always the one to send flowers to someone "just because". I am always good about planning surprise birthday parties. I am always good about saying "I love you" even when I'm pissed as fuck, and I know you don't care.
I envy the beach dwellers in the summer months. I always wanted to live on the beach, well, in a house NEXT to the beach, I should say, but it doesn't appear to be in the cards, unless you're looking for a roommate.
So, now that you're making this transition, where's your life headed? That has to be a huge change for you, and takes lots of courage to take on a a life-changing task on your own, but you're right, it will make you stronger because of it. I surely wish you the best of luck.
YAY for being SG friends!!!