Friday Apr 15, 2005

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I'm in the process of making some HUGE life changes.

To go through this alone, honestly, is probably the best thing for me. I have to do this for myself. As scarey as it sounds, I have to buck up. This WILL make me a better person.

I'm not happy with who I've become.
I care way too much about the wrong things.

For instance.........

For the past 7 years I have been the girl who always does things like try my hardest to make sure that everyone has a good time. I am always the one to send flowers to someone "just because". I am always good about planning surprise birthday parties. I am always good about saying "I love you" even when I'm pissed as fuck, and I know you don't care.
josephene:
Mmmmm...a hot bath and a good book. That sounds just dreamy. What are you reading? Anything good? I find myself getting lost in trashy romance novels during the summer months. I'm not sure what it is, in the winter, I like books that push and pull my brain in new and interesting ways, but when it's all sunny, light reading is more interesting in the summer. Maybe it's my ADD speaking... biggrin

I envy the beach dwellers in the summer months. I always wanted to live on the beach, well, in a house NEXT to the beach, I should say, but it doesn't appear to be in the cards, unless you're looking for a roommate. wink

So, now that you're making this transition, where's your life headed? That has to be a huge change for you, and takes lots of courage to take on a a life-changing task on your own, but you're right, it will make you stronger because of it. I surely wish you the best of luck.

YAY for being SG friends!!! kiss Have a great weekend!

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