honkeykong

-wow...SG was down almost all day yesterday. now i know what heroin addicts feel like when they're going through withdrawl.

anyhoo, finals are over!!! thank god...now i'll have more time to drink.

i wish i went to the prom yesterday...i really think all of you should move to connecticut.

-it's friday...one more final to go. wish me luck.

-chat?!? we have chat!!! how rock&roll is that...how am i expected to go to work and study for finals when there's now SG chat?

-maybe all the SG's will up and move to connecticut....ahhh, the imposible dream...

i got the razor to my wrist
cause i can't resist
i've got this fever burnin' fist
that does as i wish
but when i get downtown
and see what's around
i just know there's got to be
a better place to be found
oh god help me
this river runs red and i think i'm dying
well i knew there'd come a day
when...
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-well,well,well...here we are. another monday (just another manic monday).workworkworkworkworkwork. i've got to go to work in a few minuted and then i have an oral essay as part of one of my finals today. the word "oral" sounds excellent until you put the word "essay" after it. alright then...off to work in the rain. just fuckin' swell.

-by the way...we did end up in the...
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-saturday morning and i've got a final exam today.

-fridays rock. i like working on friday 'cause i know i'm done for the week. and i've only got 2 more saturday classes left in this semester. yeeeeeaaaahh boooyyyy (flavor flav voice).

-quick question: who's your favorite character in reservoir dogs?

-it's thursday and it's raining. i wouldn't mind the rain so much if i didn't have to work outside all day. wanna hear a joke? okay...a guy calls his doctor and says, "doc...there's something wrong with my wife, i can't tell if she's got alzheimers or aids!" the doctor says, "well...take her about 5 miles into the woods and leave her there. if she finds...
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-another day, another dollar.

-A beautiful, young lady goes to the doctor and asks for a check-up. The doctor takes out his thermometer to take her temperature.
"Now, say ahh."
The girl says, "...uh ...not in my mouth, Doc. I might swallow it."
"Okay...let's try your armpit." the doctor suggested.
"Well, it might tickle me, Doc.How about my butt?"
"So be it. Lie on your stomach."
Later, the girl...
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-swallow my lies. as i obscure my emotions.
why must i contest myself.
always against myself. embody another likeness.
death of true spirit. reflection brings question.
search for another.
i'm sorry. if i can't feel. i'm sorry i'm not real.
pour myself into a mold of you.
grasped too fast. lost my reflection.
immitation gets so far. but it kills from within.
every time i...
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-stiff shoulders and cracking bones.
leave me to dry in the sun. i don't want to be alone.
but i cannot move. my body has now become frail.
why does it have to be this way.
i'm sick. i'm diseased. i'm dying. i'm dead.
my life once so meaningful and long.
has now turned short into these few remaining days.
memories of a lifetime fill...
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