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Happy Memorial day ladies and gents!!


I watched two movies today. Closer and Wicker Park. I also stuffed my face with nuts and fruit smoothies, and brocolli and tofu. I could barf, but instead its coming from the other end.. YES-THANK YOU FOR THE LOVLEY IMAGE.

On a cleaner note-the lost boy and I went hiking yesterday. He was taking his photographs of the waterfalls,...
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Good morning world!


It's 6:30 am or a little after that time. I am watching fashiontrance on the stlye channel. I do not like the collection they are showing very much, and the music sucks.

Today my dad goes in for surgery. Its nothing huge-he's getting his foreskin removed-ewwwwww!!!!!

Why do I know about this?? Because my family is super wierd and tells me things...
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I am tired and sick to my stomach. I stayed out to late and ate too much sugar. Ii need to sleep and detox my ass.

One of my closest friends came up from the city and so we hung out last night. He lives in another county-well his folks do- and about 45 minutes away from me when there is no traffic, but to...
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MY TUMMY HURST!!!! Can we say the word 'bloated?'

I am sitting here, nursing myself with water and cigarettes.
Ii need to get out of the aprtment and do stuff. Ii have to enroll to school day.

I am thinking of becomeing a nutritionist/trainer. More and more I am convinced that the body is linked to the mind, and if you want your mind to...
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Just another manic monday



In 4 minutes it will be 7 am-yes!! buffy.

I think I am going to start buying cds again. Ii have been downloading music for about a year now-through limewire, and I love doing that, because why the hell do I want to buy a whole album when i just like one track, you know, but I am sorta cravin the...
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Greetings..

I have a cold..gross. My nose is all gobery and sore from me constantly blowing it, or sucking back snot. I went to bed last night super early, and I have been taking immune system vitamens, which seem to be helping.

I ate a sprout salad for dinner which is just sprouts, tomatoes, seseme seed sticks and dried cranberries, and dressing. YUMMY!!! I also...
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Before...I didn't believe in happy endings, wishes coming true, or that the nice things in the movies ever occured in real life...that is until I met you.

You don't call me baby, and thats fine, cuz I'm not.
I am nobodys baby.

I thought though, maybe perhaps, I could of been your baby, if you'd just open your heart. If you could open up my...
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The tears began today


I cried for sometime today, and perhaps I will cry some more. I need it-I really do. I don't knw how to describe how Ii feel, but I am going to pretend that Ii am far away and that the sg site it my only contact with the world, cuz even if anyone was callin-which they arn't-I would not pick up....
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don't want what i need/am i really that ugly?
I'm thinking bout quttin this time around.
I know I got to be adult about this life shit, but c'mon-
WHAT THE HELL IS IT TO BE ADULT
Grown ups do the same tired shit that little kids do.
Grown ups stab backs, and push, and yell, and and and..they throw little temper tandrums and call...
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Good morning!!

Its Saturday morning...I have already drank my coffee. I recall the saturdays where I'd wake up with complety hazy from the night before and all the drugs I took...oh sweet sobriety. Actaully, yesterday, I was feeling really depressed and lonley like my life was lame because I do not do that shit anymore. I was actaully crying about it which shows you how...
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