Its been awhile
I have not written in crazy long-I have been trying to be apart of the "adult world"-working very very hard, and trying to do the "right" thing and shit like that.
Yet again, I will be trying to quit smoking-this is the third of fourth attemp. I am smoking these non nicotene stogs that tast like shit mind you, and alernating them with my normal brand-example-1 non habit forming stog in the morning, 1 real stog with coffee. I really hate the non stogs, but the thing I thas hardest about quitting smoking for me is not having the little cancer stick in my hand. The nicotene cravings are not that bad, but the impulse to smoke when I am bored or stressed is. Yesterday Ii only had 5 real stogs, and 6 fake ones-which jusrt made me sick. I really want to quit, I do not know why I am having such a hard time with this, I wish I never started this stupid habit!!!
PEACE
I have not written in crazy long-I have been trying to be apart of the "adult world"-working very very hard, and trying to do the "right" thing and shit like that.
Yet again, I will be trying to quit smoking-this is the third of fourth attemp. I am smoking these non nicotene stogs that tast like shit mind you, and alernating them with my normal brand-example-1 non habit forming stog in the morning, 1 real stog with coffee. I really hate the non stogs, but the thing I thas hardest about quitting smoking for me is not having the little cancer stick in my hand. The nicotene cravings are not that bad, but the impulse to smoke when I am bored or stressed is. Yesterday Ii only had 5 real stogs, and 6 fake ones-which jusrt made me sick. I really want to quit, I do not know why I am having such a hard time with this, I wish I never started this stupid habit!!!
PEACE
dayva:
Good for you for trying to quit! You can do it hon 