honeylust

Another day, no dollars though-crap crap crap


Well, I actaully do have some cash on me for once, so I will not dare complain-I was only joshin before.

I am a little drunk.
I justr mixed sky vanilla vodka with diet coke, and chugged it on a empty stomach. Yummy at first, but now I feel icky. My neighbor downstairs is trying to make me sample her fried chicken-I may have to attempt to escape my apartment before she returns. I will not eat that crap. YUCK YUCK YUCK.

The lost boy quit his job last night-major drama in that story. I feel awful for him, and don't know how to help. I feel very weak and powerless, and I hate that. I actaully could go and hear that shit right now.

I smoked to many cigarettes today too-another reason I may feel like shit.

Its raining, and I feel ugly, along with the weather. I feel violent too-I hate these feelings. Ii hate all the hating. Maybe I should lay off the vodka tonight- I am not a pleasent drunk-I am a lovley stoner though.

I just feel bad because someone I love is in pain, and I can't make the pain go away. Not as fast as I want it to at least.