Hey all,
I had the a bit of a crappy day, but now I feel better because when I logged on I had 10 comments awaiting me!!
I am trying to quit smoking. I have been smoking for 10 years, since now I am 22 and I started at 12. I want to do it cold turkey, but I am also doing some other changes for my health at the moment, and so have decided to cut back in regard to smokes, till I am a bit stronger and can just not buy that fucking pack of Marlboro milds. I hate that I smoke, and feel guilty every time I light up. Ii smoke a bout 2 packs now, and today I think Ii have had, well, lets count... I had 12 or 13 cigaretts today., since I woke up at 7 am.
Its almost 9 pm. I will go to bed between 10-11 pm. Ii use to be a insomniac, but since I moved into a apartment by myself last fall, and have gien up my druggie life style, I go to bed a lot earlier now. I actually feel a lot better. Ii mean, all I would do is stay up and watch tv, and it was so boring. I mean, thats what I use to do it high school. but then after high school I got sucked into the drug scene, and so I would be out till like 4am doing drugs, then by teh grace of God I stopped, and watching tv to fill the empty nights felt boring and stupid, so now I just read, or drive or whatver. But my days are so busy now with me trying to be productive that I actually like going to bed before midnight.
I still smoke pot every now and then, but I had a brief stint with coke, and vicoden, and I was really going nowhere fast.
Anyway. this weekend I drank too much with my boyfriend-the lost boy-, and I spent most of yesterday nursing a hangover. Today besides going to work, I worked out-I even ran a 1/4 of a mile of my 4 mile speed walk, which I never do, and I cleaned out my whole closet, which is pretty damn big. I am trying to gather up the goods to take to the salvation army tomorrow. I did some laundy, and I cleaned my bathroom too, and finally did the damn dishes, which was a gross experience, because I hate doing dishes the most.
I also drank laxitive tea, because Janice Dickinson who I love says you should do that once a week to "cleanse" your colon, and I am all about having a clean colon, so I'm starting to feel that now.....eww poo!!!
Well all, thank you for the warm welcome back, and I hope to be sticking around.
Crazy Love
I had the a bit of a crappy day, but now I feel better because when I logged on I had 10 comments awaiting me!!
I am trying to quit smoking. I have been smoking for 10 years, since now I am 22 and I started at 12. I want to do it cold turkey, but I am also doing some other changes for my health at the moment, and so have decided to cut back in regard to smokes, till I am a bit stronger and can just not buy that fucking pack of Marlboro milds. I hate that I smoke, and feel guilty every time I light up. Ii smoke a bout 2 packs now, and today I think Ii have had, well, lets count... I had 12 or 13 cigaretts today., since I woke up at 7 am.
Its almost 9 pm. I will go to bed between 10-11 pm. Ii use to be a insomniac, but since I moved into a apartment by myself last fall, and have gien up my druggie life style, I go to bed a lot earlier now. I actually feel a lot better. Ii mean, all I would do is stay up and watch tv, and it was so boring. I mean, thats what I use to do it high school. but then after high school I got sucked into the drug scene, and so I would be out till like 4am doing drugs, then by teh grace of God I stopped, and watching tv to fill the empty nights felt boring and stupid, so now I just read, or drive or whatver. But my days are so busy now with me trying to be productive that I actually like going to bed before midnight.
I still smoke pot every now and then, but I had a brief stint with coke, and vicoden, and I was really going nowhere fast.
Anyway. this weekend I drank too much with my boyfriend-the lost boy-, and I spent most of yesterday nursing a hangover. Today besides going to work, I worked out-I even ran a 1/4 of a mile of my 4 mile speed walk, which I never do, and I cleaned out my whole closet, which is pretty damn big. I am trying to gather up the goods to take to the salvation army tomorrow. I did some laundy, and I cleaned my bathroom too, and finally did the damn dishes, which was a gross experience, because I hate doing dishes the most.
I also drank laxitive tea, because Janice Dickinson who I love says you should do that once a week to "cleanse" your colon, and I am all about having a clean colon, so I'm starting to feel that now.....eww poo!!!
Well all, thank you for the warm welcome back, and I hope to be sticking around.
Crazy Love
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