Sunday bloody sunday
I am watching the E! channel-the Jonbennet Ramsey story is on. I am obsessed with that case even though it took place awhile ago. I once read this book-I was a teenage fairy- and it had this beautiful reference to it, that always stuck with me.
'When the little girl who looked a lot like she had once was found murdered, she...
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I am watching the E! channel-the Jonbennet Ramsey story is on. I am obsessed with that case even though it took place awhile ago. I once read this book-I was a teenage fairy- and it had this beautiful reference to it, that always stuck with me.
'When the little girl who looked a lot like she had once was found murdered, she...
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I am out of school right now, but I totally feel like I am being schooled in regards to myself, and who I am.
This whole "not being a smoker" is really showing me that I do not have my shit together like I thought I did, that I am still this shy, awkrad girl, and that for the most part, I am a big...
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This whole "not being a smoker" is really showing me that I do not have my shit together like I thought I did, that I am still this shy, awkrad girl, and that for the most part, I am a big...
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jill:
u think i could forget u?
poisonboy:
nasty habit, smoking...
Of course, I'm refering exclusivly to tabacco...
Of course, I'm refering exclusivly to tabacco...
Weak and Powerless
If Ii imagen myself at the ages of 3 or 4 with a cigarette in hand, leaning against some buildings wall, my face in a scowl, all I want to do, is pick myself up and shake myself and scream "what are you doing??!!!"
I went yesterday from 12 in the afternoon, to 6:30 in the morning, right now, without one cigarette....
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If Ii imagen myself at the ages of 3 or 4 with a cigarette in hand, leaning against some buildings wall, my face in a scowl, all I want to do, is pick myself up and shake myself and scream "what are you doing??!!!"
I went yesterday from 12 in the afternoon, to 6:30 in the morning, right now, without one cigarette....
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I have been up since 5 something.
I had 14 cigarettes yesterday, 15 tops, I am not sure, but I will say 14, cuz thats how much I hope I smoked.
I have no money to my name by the way of cash. All I have is dimes, and I am running out of that. I baught my coffee and muffin this morning with one...
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I had 14 cigarettes yesterday, 15 tops, I am not sure, but I will say 14, cuz thats how much I hope I smoked.
I have no money to my name by the way of cash. All I have is dimes, and I am running out of that. I baught my coffee and muffin this morning with one...
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poisonboy:
An adult at 22!
HA!
Being broke does suck (fuck that clerk, he's had to scrape pennies... especially if he works at fuckin' 7-11... who is he kidding) but, man, you can do some straight up inventive shit with Ramen noodles... and your heart starts thumping when they put out a new flavor... 19 of those things for $1.
DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!
HA!
Being broke does suck (fuck that clerk, he's had to scrape pennies... especially if he works at fuckin' 7-11... who is he kidding) but, man, you can do some straight up inventive shit with Ramen noodles... and your heart starts thumping when they put out a new flavor... 19 of those things for $1.
DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mmmmm......I love peanut butter ala Jif Creamy stlye and green apples, and pretzel sticks. So fucking good.
Thanks all for the comments of support and welcome and the remarks of me being "hot". Totoally makes me feel better, and less anal retentive, which I have been feeling alot these two days on account of me making a consious desicion to quit smoking.
Today I had...
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Thanks all for the comments of support and welcome and the remarks of me being "hot". Totoally makes me feel better, and less anal retentive, which I have been feeling alot these two days on account of me making a consious desicion to quit smoking.
Today I had...
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Hey all,
I had the a bit of a crappy day, but now I feel better because when I logged on I had 10 comments awaiting me!!
I am trying to quit smoking. I have been smoking for 10 years, since now I am 22 and I started at 12. I want to do it cold turkey, but I am also doing some other changes...
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I had the a bit of a crappy day, but now I feel better because when I logged on I had 10 comments awaiting me!!
I am trying to quit smoking. I have been smoking for 10 years, since now I am 22 and I started at 12. I want to do it cold turkey, but I am also doing some other changes...
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thebing:
and hells bells, i LOVE new comments too!!!!! 
[Edited on Apr 13, 2005 9:34AM]
[Edited on Apr 13, 2005 9:34AM]
jill:
WHERE HAVE U BEEN?
honeylust:
me in wigs
honeylust:
just random pics of me not trying to look good
honeylust:
MY first set done by The lost boy
I'M BACK!!!
I was a member before as Rochelle, but since I had to pay bills and all that "adult" crap, I had to give up my membership, till now!! Now I am back under my new alias Honeylust which is my dream name if I was a porn star. Ii hope I can find my friends on the site or they find me.
I...
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I was a member before as Rochelle, but since I had to pay bills and all that "adult" crap, I had to give up my membership, till now!! Now I am back under my new alias Honeylust which is my dream name if I was a porn star. Ii hope I can find my friends on the site or they find me.
I...
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scarredangel:
Welcome back.
dead_ringer:
hmm, well, i for one, am very glad you are back, gorgeous.
we need to chill someday..