Greetings..
I have a cold..gross. My nose is all gobery and sore from me constantly blowing it, or sucking back snot. I went to bed last night super early, and I have been taking immune system vitamens, which seem to be helping.
I ate a sprout salad for dinner which is just sprouts, tomatoes, seseme seed sticks and dried cranberries, and dressing. YUMMY!!! I also...
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I have a cold..gross. My nose is all gobery and sore from me constantly blowing it, or sucking back snot. I went to bed last night super early, and I have been taking immune system vitamens, which seem to be helping.
I ate a sprout salad for dinner which is just sprouts, tomatoes, seseme seed sticks and dried cranberries, and dressing. YUMMY!!! I also...
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Before...I didn't believe in happy endings, wishes coming true, or that the nice things in the movies ever occured in real life...that is until I met you.
You don't call me baby, and thats fine, cuz I'm not.
I am nobodys baby.
I thought though, maybe perhaps, I could of been your baby, if you'd just open your heart. If you could open up my...
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You don't call me baby, and thats fine, cuz I'm not.
I am nobodys baby.
I thought though, maybe perhaps, I could of been your baby, if you'd just open your heart. If you could open up my...
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The tears began today
I cried for sometime today, and perhaps I will cry some more. I need it-I really do. I don't knw how to describe how Ii feel, but I am going to pretend that Ii am far away and that the sg site it my only contact with the world, cuz even if anyone was callin-which they arn't-I would not pick up....
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I cried for sometime today, and perhaps I will cry some more. I need it-I really do. I don't knw how to describe how Ii feel, but I am going to pretend that Ii am far away and that the sg site it my only contact with the world, cuz even if anyone was callin-which they arn't-I would not pick up....
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don't want what i need/am i really that ugly?
I'm thinking bout quttin this time around.
I know I got to be adult about this life shit, but c'mon-
WHAT THE HELL IS IT TO BE ADULT
Grown ups do the same tired shit that little kids do.
Grown ups stab backs, and push, and yell, and and and..they throw little temper tandrums and call...
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I'm thinking bout quttin this time around.
I know I got to be adult about this life shit, but c'mon-
WHAT THE HELL IS IT TO BE ADULT
Grown ups do the same tired shit that little kids do.
Grown ups stab backs, and push, and yell, and and and..they throw little temper tandrums and call...
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Good morning!!
Its Saturday morning...I have already drank my coffee. I recall the saturdays where I'd wake up with complety hazy from the night before and all the drugs I took...oh sweet sobriety. Actaully, yesterday, I was feeling really depressed and lonley like my life was lame because I do not do that shit anymore. I was actaully crying about it which shows you how...
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Its Saturday morning...I have already drank my coffee. I recall the saturdays where I'd wake up with complety hazy from the night before and all the drugs I took...oh sweet sobriety. Actaully, yesterday, I was feeling really depressed and lonley like my life was lame because I do not do that shit anymore. I was actaully crying about it which shows you how...
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Finally some time to write for real!!!
Ok, so I live in New York, and for the past couple of days the weather have been consistently wonderful. This morning, it is really cold though. I put on my winter coat to get my coffee and the 7'11. Mmm..French vanilla with half and hlaf, non fat milk, two sweet n lows and a couple of equals!!...
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Ok, so I live in New York, and for the past couple of days the weather have been consistently wonderful. This morning, it is really cold though. I put on my winter coat to get my coffee and the 7'11. Mmm..French vanilla with half and hlaf, non fat milk, two sweet n lows and a couple of equals!!...
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poisonboy:
Is it still cold in NY??
That sucks.
It's like 80 degrees here... I've got all my windows open and I'm sleepin' in the buck!
No recomendations on trip-hop.
Never got into it.
But I ate breakfast this morning rockin' out to DMX, And Then There Was X and Eazy-E, Eazy DUz It...
I recomend the classics... ya can never go wrong!
That sucks.
It's like 80 degrees here... I've got all my windows open and I'm sleepin' in the buck!
No recomendations on trip-hop.
Never got into it.
But I ate breakfast this morning rockin' out to DMX, And Then There Was X and Eazy-E, Eazy DUz It...
I recomend the classics... ya can never go wrong!
Whoa! Been too long since Ii have been online-I have just been so so busy, and yet I feel very little has been acomplished in my life 
I spent a lot of last week shopping, because dispite my lack of funds, I was really sick of having shit in my closet.
I still have not quit smoking.
I ate nothing but fruit last week in...
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I spent a lot of last week shopping, because dispite my lack of funds, I was really sick of having shit in my closet.
I still have not quit smoking.
I ate nothing but fruit last week in...
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Scar tissue that I wish you saw.......
I just made myself a cd. I'm listening to a chilli peppers track right now(hence my opening statement).
I am chain smoking and I know somewhere deep inside I hate myself for it, but right now I am too busy chastising myself about other stuff.
Have you ever had those days when you just feel super self consious??...
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I just made myself a cd. I'm listening to a chilli peppers track right now(hence my opening statement).
I am chain smoking and I know somewhere deep inside I hate myself for it, but right now I am too busy chastising myself about other stuff.
Have you ever had those days when you just feel super self consious??...
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poisonboy:
I was a big metalhead in high school and listened to only that until I got into college...
Sophomore year I discovered classical and found a nice reprieve from the anger...
Junior year started getting into rap and rebought all the albums from my youth that I lost/threw away when I became a metalhead (NWA, Eazy-E, Ice-T).
I used to be huge into DMX but I think he turned into a pussy. Now I rock out mostly to Xzibit, Techn N9ne, Public Enemy (ALWAYS), Gravediggaz and assorted others.
Saw Cypress Hill live once in Albuquerque, New Mexico... hehe... stoned off my ass with my buddy (who's a blond-haired, blue-eyed white boy from Fort Collins, CO. we stuck out like clowns in church and it RULED!!!!!!!)
Just thought I'd share...
Sophomore year I discovered classical and found a nice reprieve from the anger...
Junior year started getting into rap and rebought all the albums from my youth that I lost/threw away when I became a metalhead (NWA, Eazy-E, Ice-T).
I used to be huge into DMX but I think he turned into a pussy. Now I rock out mostly to Xzibit, Techn N9ne, Public Enemy (ALWAYS), Gravediggaz and assorted others.
Saw Cypress Hill live once in Albuquerque, New Mexico... hehe... stoned off my ass with my buddy (who's a blond-haired, blue-eyed white boy from Fort Collins, CO. we stuck out like clowns in church and it RULED!!!!!!!)
Just thought I'd share...
beflox:
ha ha yes, metallica/chili peppers...... 
cant think of bands for my "fav bands" list.... thanks for reminding me!!! .....
cant think of bands for my "fav bands" list.... thanks for reminding me!!! ..... Where did the day go??
I tried to be productive today, but I got on the phone with one of my chicas before after the gym, and that put me back 2 hours!
I got a comment from a SG girlChai!! She's hot! I love meeting new people!
Speaking of new people, this kid usptairs in my building likes me..
..i mean I...
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I tried to be productive today, but I got on the phone with one of my chicas before after the gym, and that put me back 2 hours!
I got a comment from a SG girlChai!! She's hot! I love meeting new people!
Speaking of new people, this kid usptairs in my building likes me..
..i mean I... Read More
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thebing:
Chai is totally the shit. and SUPER DUPER hot! 
thebing:
and your not so F'in bad yourself killer
Just another Manic monday
Ever since I got a cell phone with a camera, I have been a photo junkie, but I do not know how to get my pics to come out 3d. I heard to email them is sorta expensive-and I have like 50 pics on my camera.
One of my friends invited me to go and see Busta Rhymes perform at some...
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Ever since I got a cell phone with a camera, I have been a photo junkie, but I do not know how to get my pics to come out 3d. I heard to email them is sorta expensive-and I have like 50 pics on my camera.
One of my friends invited me to go and see Busta Rhymes perform at some...
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chai:
heee. great and sexy profile pic!!!!
Thank God for sundays
I slept most of my day away, only waking to eat, smoke my stogs, drink water and laxative tea, and search for jobs via internet for the Lost boy. I am so happy he left that place. I just hope he doesn't go back.
I read a book in a day-something I have not done in crazy long. It was The...
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I slept most of my day away, only waking to eat, smoke my stogs, drink water and laxative tea, and search for jobs via internet for the Lost boy. I am so happy he left that place. I just hope he doesn't go back.
I read a book in a day-something I have not done in crazy long. It was The...
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Another day, no dollars though-crap crap crap
Well, I actaully do have some cash on me for once, so I will not dare complain-I was only joshin before.
I am a little drunk.
I justr mixed sky vanilla vodka with diet coke, and chugged it on a empty stomach. Yummy at first, but now I feel icky. My neighbor downstairs is trying to make me...
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Well, I actaully do have some cash on me for once, so I will not dare complain-I was only joshin before.
I am a little drunk.
I justr mixed sky vanilla vodka with diet coke, and chugged it on a empty stomach. Yummy at first, but now I feel icky. My neighbor downstairs is trying to make me...
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poisonboy:
That's weird, isn't it?
I'm totally different drunk then I am stoned, also.
But if you mix the two highs I've found you never get the same results twice.
Strange.
I will enjoy some Cali for you.
Later!
I'm totally different drunk then I am stoned, also.
But if you mix the two highs I've found you never get the same results twice.
Strange.
I will enjoy some Cali for you.
Later!
I LOVE MARIAHS NEW SONG
im glad there's someone that agrees with me
I LOVE MARIAHS NEW SONG
im glad there's someone that agrees with me