homocideboy

i sit here counting the minutes
5..6..7..8..9..10..11..12..13..
i had hoped thirteen would make it all go away
i had hoped by 5 you would be here
the only pictures of you that i have are shared with them
not the them like the people you hold dear
them ...they write things and tell you its ok
like fuck that guy whoever he is he dosent deserve you
i spill my guts like a full glass of water slamming into the wall
i become one of them the minute they say whoever that guy is
i become one of them to speak with you
i am now them ...the lonely....
typing away hoping that you will notice me
i write things to tell you its ok
i sit here counting the minutes
14..15..16..17..18..19..20..21..
i had hoped 21 would make it all go away
bye 14 i hoped that you would call
them....they see you
me i just remember.

i love you snow