hollywoodrocks

I woke up this morning with bed head. My hair is fucked and all over the place, but I really don't care.. I kinda like it that way.. specialy since it's growing out and now half brown with bleach on the ends. Growing it too dread yo.
When I leave my apt in a few minutes I'm not gonna touch it...

I have had few days off from work.. and all it has done is made me realize that there is something big missing in my life or someone important that it would be nice to have around. I'm starting to feel like I won't find one of those people again. It's sad because I notice a difference meeting people now.. I mean, now that I'm older a little. We are all so guarded and set in our ways.

I don't know what I'm saying, maybe I'm still kind of asleep.

I wish I could paint.. If I could I would paint like I think and how I feel.. It would be a big mess of blended colors, but at least you could see how beautiful that can be.

I'm listening to the birds outside right now... (one of my favorite things to do). It's nice, they are really singing their asses off today.