hollywoodrocks

well my Mom just called and told me that My Step Grandfather died this morning. I'm sad, I wasnt too close with him, but he had been around since I was about 5. He was the only Grandfather that I really knew. anyway.. My mother is not going to tell my Grandmother, because she is in the hospital too, and has been in and out of it for a few weeks. She is fragile right now.. and her heart is racing all the time.. Like I said before they just put in a pace maker a few weeks ago.. and now there may be something going on with her throat because she cant eat. They may have to put in a feeding tube.

I dont even know how or what to feel.