I'm still sad Kids.
I'm still so blown away that my ex is living with her new boyfriend. I mean, I'm just sad. She still has given me no reasons for why she didn't want to be with me anymore, and the old reasons that she did give at the time we broke up she says were all her just being crazy. I honestly think she became afraid that we were becoming really REAL. We were getting to that place where it was either.. go ahead, or stop. I guess she wanted to stop. (funny thing is, she still tells me how good I am and was to her.) (That doesn't make me feel any better.)
anyway, although I'm sad. I do Love her very much, so I am Happy for her. I'm glad that for what ever reason she found someone that puts her in that place and makes her smile. Even if I just sit here and shake my head. At least I know she's happy.
Something good has to come of this.. and I mean seriously.
I'm still so blown away that my ex is living with her new boyfriend. I mean, I'm just sad. She still has given me no reasons for why she didn't want to be with me anymore, and the old reasons that she did give at the time we broke up she says were all her just being crazy. I honestly think she became afraid that we were becoming really REAL. We were getting to that place where it was either.. go ahead, or stop. I guess she wanted to stop. (funny thing is, she still tells me how good I am and was to her.) (That doesn't make me feel any better.)
anyway, although I'm sad. I do Love her very much, so I am Happy for her. I'm glad that for what ever reason she found someone that puts her in that place and makes her smile. Even if I just sit here and shake my head. At least I know she's happy.
Something good has to come of this.. and I mean seriously.
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and something good will come of it. it might not be right now, but when you find that someone and just know that they're the one, then it'll be the best thing ever.
and maybe she does know reasons why and just isn't able to be honest with herself and with you. it's really hard, to hurt someone you love or even to admit certain things to yourself. but don't worry, things will get better and the sadness will go away.
it just takes time, which of course is the hardest part..
That doesn't mean you will ever get passed or over your feelings
it just becomes easier, you learn to cope
and fill the void.
or you take up writing..
like me.