I have had so much on my mind lately. I don't really talk about this kind of stuff with anyone, well, anymore that is..
I was
raised in a Cult, and although I'm over it all for the most part. Once in a blue moon, it still gets to me... I don't even know what's bothering me about it. It just is.
also.. last year at Christmas my long distance girlfriend, that I cared about to no end, which at one time I lived with for 2 years broke up with me while I was staying with her over the Christmas Holidays. The thing is .. I understand, and I don't blame or harbor any ill feelings, it's just that, I'm going to be in Oklahoma for Christmas again where she lives. I guess the idea of being in the same state with her again is bringing up old memories, and it's making kind of sad.
I don't know what I'm talking about.. just a bunch of crap.
I was
raised in a Cult, and although I'm over it all for the most part. Once in a blue moon, it still gets to me... I don't even know what's bothering me about it. It just is.
also.. last year at Christmas my long distance girlfriend, that I cared about to no end, which at one time I lived with for 2 years broke up with me while I was staying with her over the Christmas Holidays. The thing is .. I understand, and I don't blame or harbor any ill feelings, it's just that, I'm going to be in Oklahoma for Christmas again where she lives. I guess the idea of being in the same state with her again is bringing up old memories, and it's making kind of sad.
I don't know what I'm talking about.. just a bunch of crap.
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it's that time of the year. I find myself doing the same thing..but I have been keeping busy, trying to keep my mind distracted.
distractions are good.
it's funny how you can be over something, no hard feelings, nothing, yet the idea of being in a familiar place can be sickening.